I make the most of all the stress
I try to live without regrets
But I'm about to break a sweat
I'm freaking out
It's like a poison in my brain
It's like a fog that blurs the sane
It's like a vine you can't untangle
I'm freaking out
Every time I turn around
There's something that don't feel right
Might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don't know what it is
But it just don't fit
I'm paranoid, yeah
I take the necessary steps
To get some air into my chest
Can't hear the thoughts inside my head
I'm still freaking out
That's why my ex is still my ex
I never trust a word she says
I'm running all the background checks
She's freaking out
Every time I turn around
Something's just not right
Might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Someone stop the noise
I don't know what it is but it just don't fit
Consider me destroyed
I dont know how to act because I lost my head
I must be paranoid
I never thought it would come to this
Stuck in a room
I'm with staring faces, yeah
Caught in the nightmares
Can't wake up
I begin my cry
Running through her street
I'm about to freak
Come and rescue me
Might be paranoid, yeah
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise
I dont know what it is but it just don't fit
Consider me destroyed
I dont know how to act because I lost my head
I must be paranoid
I never thought it would come to this
I'm paranoid
Saturday, May 23, 2009
You'll Be In My Heart
Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand
Hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forevermore
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always
Why can't they understand the way we feel?
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but, deep inside us
We're not that different at all
And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forevermore
Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know?
We need each other, to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know
When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forevermore
Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always
It will be all right
Just take my hand
Hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forevermore
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always
Why can't they understand the way we feel?
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but, deep inside us
We're not that different at all
And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forevermore
Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know?
We need each other, to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know
When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forevermore
Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always
Thursday, May 21, 2009
HALF DAY!
Half-day! Half-day! Loverly smoverly half-day!
Pre-period 6:
Groan, complain. Half-day with our worst classes only.
Period 6:
WWII.
Period 4:
Don't I love this class? I love this class. We had cookies yesterday! And talked today!
Period 5:
OMG. He didn't teach us. Amazing.
Advisory:
Read This Lullaby.
Then I walked to the buses with Meggles and enjoyed the rest of my half-day :-)
Quote of the Blog:
Gwrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
xoxo Meg
Pre-period 6:
Groan, complain. Half-day with our worst classes only.
Period 6:
WWII.
Period 4:
Don't I love this class? I love this class. We had cookies yesterday! And talked today!
Period 5:
OMG. He didn't teach us. Amazing.
Advisory:
Read This Lullaby.
Then I walked to the buses with Meggles and enjoyed the rest of my half-day :-)
Quote of the Blog:
Gwrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
xoxo Meg
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
A Nothingness Day: 2
Pre-period 4:
Wooooweeee, peeps are here.
Period 4:
Muy bueno :-)
Period 5:
Finished common task (promt: friendship).
Period 6:
Easy dayyyy; did nothing.
Period 7:
Did nothingggg!
Locker Switch:
Bugbugbugbug. Bug Ellen Time!
Period 1:
Nothingggg (again).
Period 2:
MORE PROJECTS ()!!()#*!()$&!()!*!#^
Lunch:
Hahahaha fun. Me, Court, Aly, Dan, Ed, and Nicole.
Period 3:
Last day of research, boring.
Quote of the Blog:
I am never gonna forget this one.
xoxo Meg
Wooooweeee, peeps are here.
Period 4:
Muy bueno :-)
Period 5:
Finished common task (promt: friendship).
Period 6:
Easy dayyyy; did nothing.
Period 7:
Did nothingggg!
Locker Switch:
Bugbugbugbug. Bug Ellen Time!
Period 1:
Nothingggg (again).
Period 2:
MORE PROJECTS ()!!()#*!()$&!()!*!#^
Lunch:
Hahahaha fun. Me, Court, Aly, Dan, Ed, and Nicole.
Period 3:
Last day of research, boring.
Quote of the Blog:
I am never gonna forget this one.
xoxo Meg
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Boringggg
Pre-period 5:
Meh, boring.
Period 5:
Common task. Ew.
Period 6:
Sub! Movie on WWII.
Period 7:
Boring, blah.
Locker Switch:
Hugggg and that was it?
Period 2:
Ewwww I haaateeee this classsss.
Lunch:
Muahahaha. Two words: movie. Night. One word: sleepover.
Period 3:
Boringgggg.
Period 1:
ELC!
Quote of the Blog:
WHAAAAAAAAAAT?!?!
xoxo Meg
Meh, boring.
Period 5:
Common task. Ew.
Period 6:
Sub! Movie on WWII.
Period 7:
Boring, blah.
Locker Switch:
Hugggg and that was it?
Period 2:
Ewwww I haaateeee this classsss.
Lunch:
Muahahaha. Two words: movie. Night. One word: sleepover.
Period 3:
Boringgggg.
Period 1:
ELC!
Quote of the Blog:
WHAAAAAAAAAAT?!?!
xoxo Meg
Monday, May 18, 2009
Hahaha
Pre-period 6:
Man, I can barely walk. Thanks, NYC.
Period 6:
Movie. Yay!
Period 7:
Yawn, snore.
Period 4:
Oops, we got in trouble for talking.
Advisory:
Bugged Allora. Hahaha.
Locker Switch:
Bugged ELLEN! Yayyy!
Period 3:
Computer lab! Wheeee!
Period 1:
Watched Oprah. Seriously. That was the class. Freak yeah.
Lunch:
Woooooooweeee!
Period 2:
Man. I hate. This teacher.
Quote of the Blog:
THOMAS CRAPPER!!!!!!
xoxo Meg
Man, I can barely walk. Thanks, NYC.
Period 6:
Movie. Yay!
Period 7:
Yawn, snore.
Period 4:
Oops, we got in trouble for talking.
Advisory:
Bugged Allora. Hahaha.
Locker Switch:
Bugged ELLEN! Yayyy!
Period 3:
Computer lab! Wheeee!
Period 1:
Watched Oprah. Seriously. That was the class. Freak yeah.
Lunch:
Woooooooweeee!
Period 2:
Man. I hate. This teacher.
Quote of the Blog:
THOMAS CRAPPER!!!!!!
xoxo Meg
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Take a Breath
I walked across the crowded street
A sea of eyes, they cut through me
And I saw you in the middle
Your upset face, you wear it well
You camouflage the way you feel
When everything's the matter
We've all been down that road before
Searching for that something more
World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath
People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath
Blink our eyes, life's rearranged
To our suprise, it's still OK
It's the way things happen
Summer comes and then it goes
Hold on tight, and brace for cold
And it's only for a moment
We've all been down that road before
Searching for that something more
World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath
People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath
Life isn't suffocating
Air isn't overrated
World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath
World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath
Take a breath
People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath
World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath?
Don't forget to take a breath
Don't forget to take a breath
A sea of eyes, they cut through me
And I saw you in the middle
Your upset face, you wear it well
You camouflage the way you feel
When everything's the matter
We've all been down that road before
Searching for that something more
World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath
People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath
Blink our eyes, life's rearranged
To our suprise, it's still OK
It's the way things happen
Summer comes and then it goes
Hold on tight, and brace for cold
And it's only for a moment
We've all been down that road before
Searching for that something more
World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath
People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath
Life isn't suffocating
Air isn't overrated
World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath
World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath
Take a breath
People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath
World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath?
Don't forget to take a breath
Don't forget to take a breath
Friday, May 15, 2009
Monkeys and Spanish Celebrations
Pre-period 7:
Uh-oh. Bruins lost in overtime last night. He's mad. Mad mad mad.
Period 7:
Only a 3 question quiz this week! Yay!
Period 4:
Senora's birthday is tomorrow, so we had a "day off", LOL.
Period 5:
We...didn't...do...anything! YESSSS!
Advisory:
Read.
Locker Switch:
Meh, boring.
Period 1:
Listened to a guest speaker, pretty cool.
Period 2:
Our. Teacher. Is. Such. A Bitchhhhh.
Lunch:
Just me, Courtney, Aly, and Nicole.
Period 3:
I hate this teacher, too.
Quote of the Blog:
I want to stand on the table and steal a monkey. That monkey, right there. That one.
xoxo Meg
Uh-oh. Bruins lost in overtime last night. He's mad. Mad mad mad.
Period 7:
Only a 3 question quiz this week! Yay!
Period 4:
Senora's birthday is tomorrow, so we had a "day off", LOL.
Period 5:
We...didn't...do...anything! YESSSS!
Advisory:
Read.
Locker Switch:
Meh, boring.
Period 1:
Listened to a guest speaker, pretty cool.
Period 2:
Our. Teacher. Is. Such. A Bitchhhhh.
Lunch:
Just me, Courtney, Aly, and Nicole.
Period 3:
I hate this teacher, too.
Quote of the Blog:
I want to stand on the table and steal a monkey. That monkey, right there. That one.
xoxo Meg
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Heroes and Thieves
Well, disaster it strikes on a daily basis
And I'm looking for wisdom in all the wrong places
But still wanna laugh in disappointed faces
And you can't help me
I'm blinded by these
Heroes and Thieves at my door
And I can't seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I figured it out
Darling it's you I'm without
Well I'm stubborn and wrong
But at least I know it
I keep movin' along
And hope I can get through this
But maybe this song is the best I can do it
So I'm patiently waiting on these
Heroes and Thieves at my door
And I can't seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I figure it out
Darling it's you
Darling it's you oh
Darling it's you
I'm without your comforting logic like
These days are the ones I'll miss
And I seek a solitude
That I can't find without you
Seems like I'm getting closer somehow
A flicker of peace that I finally found
Thank you for believing in me now
'Cause I do need it
Give me a year or two
And I'll mend my ways
And see these mistakes
When I see the truth
Darling trust me, when I can see
I'll be coming back
I'll be coming back
'Cause there are Heroes and Thieves at my door
And I can't seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I figured it out
Darling it's you oh
Darling it's you oh
Darling it's you I'm without
And I'm looking for wisdom in all the wrong places
But still wanna laugh in disappointed faces
And you can't help me
I'm blinded by these
Heroes and Thieves at my door
And I can't seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I figured it out
Darling it's you I'm without
Well I'm stubborn and wrong
But at least I know it
I keep movin' along
And hope I can get through this
But maybe this song is the best I can do it
So I'm patiently waiting on these
Heroes and Thieves at my door
And I can't seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I figure it out
Darling it's you
Darling it's you oh
Darling it's you
I'm without your comforting logic like
These days are the ones I'll miss
And I seek a solitude
That I can't find without you
Seems like I'm getting closer somehow
A flicker of peace that I finally found
Thank you for believing in me now
'Cause I do need it
Give me a year or two
And I'll mend my ways
And see these mistakes
When I see the truth
Darling trust me, when I can see
I'll be coming back
I'll be coming back
'Cause there are Heroes and Thieves at my door
And I can't seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I figured it out
Darling it's you oh
Darling it's you oh
Darling it's you I'm without
"Blueberries? I think not!"
Pre-period 4:
Woo. Not as fun as yesterday (with Jake, the "puppet master" to my "dummy").
Period 4:
Senora is a bit *too* hyper in the mornings...just sometimes...LOL. Spanish names! I'm Marta!
Period 5:
Rubrics for the Research Paper (dun dun dunnnnn).
Period 6:
Watched more of this cool documentary on the Great Depression.
No Advisory today, Junior testing...
Locker Switch:
Eh, nothing special.
Period 2:
Rawrwrwrwrrrr she was in today! *headdesk*
Lunch:
"Blueberries". They called them "blueberries". Courtney called them "pupils from some animal 20 years ago". Poor Teresa. She'll never be the same. Sadly, neither will Courtney.
Period 3:
There were only 6 of us there (6!!!!) so we just had a lazy day.
Period 7:
11 of us there in this class, so we just reviewed what we've been doing.
WeeeeOOOOeeOOOOEEEEEEEooooooooEEEEEEooooooEOEOEOE.
Quote of the Blog:
The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.
xoxo Meg
Woo. Not as fun as yesterday (with Jake, the "puppet master" to my "dummy").
Period 4:
Senora is a bit *too* hyper in the mornings...just sometimes...LOL. Spanish names! I'm Marta!
Period 5:
Rubrics for the Research Paper (dun dun dunnnnn).
Period 6:
Watched more of this cool documentary on the Great Depression.
No Advisory today, Junior testing...
Locker Switch:
Eh, nothing special.
Period 2:
Rawrwrwrwrrrr she was in today! *headdesk*
Lunch:
"Blueberries". They called them "blueberries". Courtney called them "pupils from some animal 20 years ago". Poor Teresa. She'll never be the same. Sadly, neither will Courtney.
Period 3:
There were only 6 of us there (6!!!!) so we just had a lazy day.
Period 7:
11 of us there in this class, so we just reviewed what we've been doing.
WeeeeOOOOeeOOOOEEEEEEEooooooooEEEEEEooooooEOEOEOE.
Quote of the Blog:
The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.
xoxo Meg
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
CHOCOLATE
Pre-period 6:
Jake gave me a Reese's PB Cup. Suddenly, I love him.
Ed: I'm going to die now. Die, die die.
*pause*
Me: Don't die!
Period 6:
Ew.
Period 4:
SUB! Bookwork. But it was easy.
Period 5:
Again, ew.
Advisory:
Mehhh boring.
Locker Switch:
Mehhh again.
Period 7:
So easy today, yay.
Period 1:
Ehh, okay. Boring though.
Lunch:
WTH he showed up after all? Ah well. Poor kid, AP Chem 2 exam.
Period 2:
Bitch will die. The teacher. She will die. I hate her. Seriously.
Quote of the Blog:
What are you doing in my pocket?
xoxo Meg
Jake gave me a Reese's PB Cup. Suddenly, I love him.
Ed: I'm going to die now. Die, die die.
*pause*
Me: Don't die!
Period 6:
Ew.
Period 4:
SUB! Bookwork. But it was easy.
Period 5:
Again, ew.
Advisory:
Mehhh boring.
Locker Switch:
Mehhh again.
Period 7:
So easy today, yay.
Period 1:
Ehh, okay. Boring though.
Lunch:
WTH he showed up after all? Ah well. Poor kid, AP Chem 2 exam.
Period 2:
Bitch will die. The teacher. She will die. I hate her. Seriously.
Quote of the Blog:
What are you doing in my pocket?
xoxo Meg
Monday, May 11, 2009
Countdowns (finally)
4 days til NYC!
24 days til Recital '09!
62 days til "vacation" at Ellen's!
66 days til Harry Potter and the HBP in theaters!
67 days til JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT!
79 days til I turn 16!
103 days til Demi Lovato Concert!
24 days til Recital '09!
62 days til "vacation" at Ellen's!
66 days til Harry Potter and the HBP in theaters!
67 days til JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT!
79 days til I turn 16!
103 days til Demi Lovato Concert!
Hi?
Again, sorry for not writing in awhile. Things have been hellish and hectic around here.
So Saturday was Freshman-Sophomore. Very fun. (He looked reallllllly good...)
Pre-Period 4:
Meh.
Period 4:
Do we do ANYTHING in this class? Seriously.
Period 5:
Oh my goodness. This teacher is trying to send us into work overload.
DANGER. DANGER. OVERLOADED SOPHOMORES. DANGER.
Period 6:
Quiz. We all bombed it. The entire class. Not kidding. Wow.
Advisory:
Talked to Allora Dora!
Locker Switch:
Meh. Again.
Period 1:
ELC. Went back through some old emails :'(
Period 2:
SUB FOR THE 2947703874 TIME!
Lunch:
Not as fun as normal, but still nice.
Period 3:
*headdesk* I seriously hate this class.
So, all isn't terriffic, but it's getting *a little* better.
Quote of the Blog:
I'm robbing a Cheese-It.
xoxo Meg
So Saturday was Freshman-Sophomore. Very fun. (He looked reallllllly good...)
Pre-Period 4:
Meh.
Period 4:
Do we do ANYTHING in this class? Seriously.
Period 5:
Oh my goodness. This teacher is trying to send us into work overload.
DANGER. DANGER. OVERLOADED SOPHOMORES. DANGER.
Period 6:
Quiz. We all bombed it. The entire class. Not kidding. Wow.
Advisory:
Talked to Allora Dora!
Locker Switch:
Meh. Again.
Period 1:
ELC. Went back through some old emails :'(
Period 2:
SUB FOR THE 2947703874 TIME!
Lunch:
Not as fun as normal, but still nice.
Period 3:
*headdesk* I seriously hate this class.
So, all isn't terriffic, but it's getting *a little* better.
Quote of the Blog:
I'm robbing a Cheese-It.
xoxo Meg
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
I’ve got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
I’ve got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
I’ve got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
I’ve got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
I’ve got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
I’ve got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
5/1/09 we will never forget
Yes, I know, haven't written in a few days.
But Kim is dead.
She was hit by a bus on her way to school on Friday morning.
So the past few days have been Hell. Really. The wake was today, and my God, it was so sad.
Kim was my friend, yes. We weren't really close, but we talked and whatnot. I met her in Algebra I class, 2 years ago. 8th grade. We hit it off during 8th grade social, really.
She was such a good friend...artist...second-degree brown belt in Karate...
I miss her so much already!
RIP, Kim.
I hope Heaven is nice...if it really does exist. We'll always love you, and we'll never forget you!
xoxo Meg
But Kim is dead.
She was hit by a bus on her way to school on Friday morning.
So the past few days have been Hell. Really. The wake was today, and my God, it was so sad.
Kim was my friend, yes. We weren't really close, but we talked and whatnot. I met her in Algebra I class, 2 years ago. 8th grade. We hit it off during 8th grade social, really.
She was such a good friend...artist...second-degree brown belt in Karate...
I miss her so much already!
RIP, Kim.
I hope Heaven is nice...if it really does exist. We'll always love you, and we'll never forget you!
xoxo Meg
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