Scared

He'll always be my fallen

a n g e l

This hurts so bad.

We're giving him til summer, if that.

Then...he's gone.

I can't stop crying.

I can't stop thinking about this.

The end is near...I know it is.

Please don't do this, Twilight.

I love you ♥

Quote of the Blog:

All things he ever wished are left behind...

xoxo Meg

Pep Rally Day. Rah. NOT!

Pre-period 6:

Ellen is waiting for me at the door. Woo. Meggles finds us soon enough. HUG TIME!

Period 6:

Continue watching Lost Boys of Sudan.

Period 7:

OMG. For the first time all year, we had a SUB! *insert gasping noise here*

Period 4:

Still working on skits...

Advisory:

Got hug-attacked by my Meggles (of course!)

Locker switch:

Got a bear hug from Ed. Then got into a group hug with Meggles and Ellen (hoo boy)!

Period 3:

Freaking hate this teacher. At least the quiz was easyish.

Period 1:

OMFG BEST EVER. Sort of. See, the library was closed, so they let me go to all 4 lunches. That's right, ALL 4 LUNCHES! So I got to see everyone. Something's wrong with Ed though...will find out later, maybe.

Period 2:

Pep rally for winter sports (WHY? THEY'RE OVER! Ok, so hockey's in playoffs. And girl's basketball won divison champs. And boy's basketball is in playoffs. And wrestling went to states. BUT STILL! THEY'RE DONE PLAYING!)

So...yah.

Quote of the Blog:

Shhh...tell no one about where you got these.

xoxo Meg

Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Oi Vey

Pre-school:

Watched "Super Mario Frustration" for the first time on YouTube (via iTouch). OMG LMAO.

Pre-period 7:

Found Ellen, as usual. Woo. Woo.

Period 7:

Spheres today! Wahoo!

Period 4:

Continued working on the skits.

Period 5:

Essay discussions.

Advisory:

Boo. Boring.

Locker Switch:

He ditched us...

Period 1:

Finished Geometry homework. Read.

Period 2:

Sub. Read.

Lunch:

The best part of the day. No doubt. Funny. Hugs. Amazing.

Period 3:

Had a breakdown. Horrible breakdown.

Quote of the Blog:

Life sucks, and then you die.

xoxo Meg

Step Right Up

Please aim slow
I know it's not like you
To take the fall
For anyone but yourself
Let me show you a world
That you've never seen

Let me help you around
What you meant to say
There is no time to waste
Well if I love you can't hesitate

Step right up
Shoot an arrow at the target
My heart is an easy thing for you to hit
Don't worry
If you miss I'll let you shoot again
My heart is an easy thing for you to win

Whoa you know you did it again
And everytime I hear your voice
Well you know I had no choice but to let you in
Life's short
Don't pretend
Let me show you a world
That you've never seen

Let me help you around
What you meant to say
There is no time to waste
Well if I love you can't hesitate

Step right up
Shoot an arrow at the target
My heart is an easy thing for you to hit
Don't worry
If you miss I'll let you shoot again
My heart is an easy thing for you to win

Step right up
Shoot an arrow at the target
My heart is an easy thing for you to hit
Don't worry
If you miss I'll let you shoot again
My heart is an easy thing for you to win

Ooh where could I see you
To let you know every day
I am grateful
I wish I could turn back time
Or maybe rewind
I would find you when we were younger
So we could spend all the time on earth together longer

Step right up
Shoot an arrow at the target
My heart is an easy thing for you to hit
Don't worry
If you miss I'll let you shoot again
My heart is an easy thing for you to win

Step right up again
And if I love you can't hesitate
Step right up again
My heart is aching I can barely wait
Step right up again
When if I love you can't hesitate
Step right up again
My heart is aching I can barely wait

Lonely Road

My Grandpa said to me, "grandson, sit down, we need to talk
In life, there may be times when it gets hard to walk the walk
It's easier to take the path that most have traveled on
But then again, sometimes to do what's right, you must walk alone."

And that is a lonely road
Ohh
When this world burns down
Deep in your soul
Ohh
You will find there's a piece left behind
You will find there's a piece to find (Piece to find)

Some people are unkind to those who see things different, oh
We've all felt pain in ways it hurts to even bring it up
But that don't mean that patience
Take this motion lying down
I'll stand and fight until the day they put me in the ground

And that is a lonely road
Ohh
When this world burns down
Deep in your soul
Ohh
You will find there's a piece behind
You will find there's a piece to find (Piece to find)

And now I've taught you all I know
So take this seed and let it grow
Though I'm here now, I'll soon be gone
I did what I can to try it make it strong (I did what I can to try it make it strong)
(I can see that you're strong)

And that is a lonely road
Ohh
When this world burns down
Deep in your soul
Ohh
You will find there's a piece behind
You will find there's a piece to find (Piece to find)

(Such a lonely road)
And that is a lonely road
Ohh
When this world burns down
Deep in your soul (Deep in your soul)
Ohh
You will find there's a piece behind
You will find there's a piece to find (Piece to find)

Romance novels, Wicked, and glitter, oh my

Ok, so today was...odd.

First off, I'm writing a romance novel with Ed. No, we're not dating. No, there's nothing between us. But, he was looking for someone to write this novel with, and I agreed to.

Pre-period 4:

Woooooo. Ellen and Meggles, yay!

Period 4:

Skit time! Well, planning them anyway. Got a decent group. So that's good?

Period 5:

Sub! Worked on writing more of The Un-named Novel.

Period 6:

Watched (or started to watch) a really cool movie, Lost Boys of Sudan.

Advisory:

Read Wicked. LOL. I love this book.

Locker switch:

Hand over my part of The Un-named Novel to Ed. Wooo.

Period 2:

I THINK OUR TEACHER FRIGGIN DIED! She's never in! So we played with glitter...and got it EVERYWHERE. The bathroom, the rug, the floor, chairs, table...LOL.

Lunch:

Uhm...so we discussed The Un-named Novel. "Creative adjustments" (he calls it "elaborating") were made. Yeah. It was, needless to say, interesting. And embarrassing.

Period 3:

Chemistry sucks. K, that's been said, let's move on.

Period 7:

Circles again! Wooo! But, finished my homework in class. Oh yeah. I'm that good.

Me thinks that this novel is going to quite fun to write...

Quote of the Blog (from yesterday):

Godspeed this letter, away from here.

Quote of the Blog (today):

GLITTER FIGHT!

xoxo Meg

School, Take 2

Arghh, another day of school.

Pre-period 5:

Talked to Ellen. That was it. Boring.

Period 5:

Huckleberry Finn will dieeeeee.

Period 6:

Uhh...we talked the whole time. Our teacher might be taking us to see an R-rated movie or two. Yippee!

Period 4:

Sub! A do nothing day!

Advisory:

My Meggles is back! My Meggles is back! Yaaaaay!

Locker Switch:

Ellen ditched me. Some basketball meeting...

Period 3:

Chemistry, ewww. Not too hard today actually.

Lunch:

Sat ALONE :'(

Period 7:

Circles. Yay?

Period 1:

Free time! Did Math AND Chemistry homework. Booyah.

Pull Me Back

(1,2)1,2
Let’s go!

There’s lots of crazy crazy things this world will offer you
And there’s no way to fake what you’ve been through
So just hold on to what you know is true

Pull me back again
I need you to pull me from myself (Pull me from myself)
Pull me back again
I need you to pull me from myself (Before I get out!)

It seems that there’s nowhere left to turn
It’s true
I’d like to think that we could help each other
As a pack of thing we’re going through

Pull me back again
I need you to pull me from myself (Pull me from myself)
Pull me back again
I need you to pull me from myself (Before I get out!)

1, 2 (1, 2) Let’s go!

[Guitar solo]

Pull me back again
I need you to pull me from myself (Pull me from myself)
Pull me back again
I need you to pull me from myself (Before I get out!)
Pull me back again! (Before I get out)
Pull me back again! (Before I get out)

Back to School

Back to school! After a very long (stressful) break, this is amazing for me.

Now, my school has the weirdest schedule ever, but you'll get used to it.

Pre-First Period:

Woo, find Ellen. Cool. To our lockers. Jake is there (of course). Ed comes up soon after. Tired, as always. Give him quick hug. Warning bell rings; we scatter.

Period 6: US History

Nothing to do! Yeahhh! Let's sit around pretending to do work that isn't due til tomorrow!

Period 4: Spanish

Let's talk about our vacations for 51 minutes! Bor-ing.

Period 5: English

Huckleberry Finn. So boring. Yeah. Hate this book.

Advisory:

Who cares? And why is a "homeroom" period in the middle of the day?

Locker switch:

Back to Ellen's locker. Chat. Hug Ed again (he needs it). Walk towards Geometry. They go to band.

Period 7: Geometry

Actual LEARNING! Zomg!

Period 1: FREE!

Ok, so it's not really free. But since I'm not in gym, I'm in the library. So basically it's free. Read. Went to 2nd lunch. Came back. Read more.

Period 2: Child Development

Seriously. Did our teacher die? She's only been in 3 times in like, a month.

Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
None of us thought it was gonna end that way
But people are people
And sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm mmm mmm Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
For a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
But people are people, and sometimes it doesn't work out
And nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
For a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
For a clean break, no one here to save me

Ohhh I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Sorry (oh)
Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh)
Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh)
Sorry (mmm)
Sorry

I'm Only Me When I'm With You

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are paintin' pictures in the sky
And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

[Chorus:]
I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Livin' in a crazy world
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
The secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say you can't live without me

[Chorus]
I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

[Chorus:]
That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me
When I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you
Uh huh
Yeah

Rent

Whee, it's time to talk about Rent!

For those of you who have never heard of Rent...

Freeze. Do not pass GO. Do not collect $200. Go directly to jail!

Rent is the best musical of our times. Well, besides Spring Awakening. And Wicked. And Hairspray.

But you get my point.

Rent, written by the (late) Jonathan Larson (may he RIP), is so good. No, not good. Amazing. There are too many songs to list (42!) but highlights include:

One Song, Glory
Tango: Maureen
Over the Moon
La Vie Boheme
Halloween
I'll Cover You
Seasons of Love (IF YOU HAVEN'T HEARD THIS ONE, GO TO YOUTUBE A.S.A.P!)

Includes:

Homosexuality, heavy language, drug use, AIDS, death.

You have to be pretty open-minded about it, but as long as you do that, you'll LOVE it!

Oh, and that's the theme, basically. Love. And live each day to the fullest.

GO SEE THE MOVIE! OR LISTEN TO THE OBC RECORDING!

Quote of the Blog:

No day but today.

xoxo Meg

P.S. RIP Aly's Grandma Sue :'(

Whatta Week

Geezus, what an INSANE week.

Wednesday was basically THE worst night of my life. Yeah. Try this:

1) Saving someone's life...or trying to
2) Talking to 5 different people in 2 different time zones...at the same time
3) Having a panic attack
4) Getting hysterical
5) Thinking that it's the last time you'll ever talk to that person again
6) Thinking that one of your closest friends is DEAD

Yeah. Bad. Bad bad BAD!

I'm still a little shaky from that.

Yesterday wasn't bad, hung out at Ellen's with Aly for like, 6+ hours.

Oh, and Meggles is coming back on Monday! Yay! (She was out on surgical leave for over a month)

The week STILL isn't over.

On the plus side, 64 days til Spring Awakening!

Quote of the Blog:

He's so dead.

xoxo Meg

Cold As You

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

[Chorus:]
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

[Repeat Chorus]

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
(Died for you)


Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven[to fade]

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Hey, anyone heard of this band? They're not NEW new, but they do have a new album out (The Lonely Road) which I am borrowing from Ellen tomorrow.

Albums:

Don't You Fake It (2006)

In Fate's Hands
Waiting
False Pretense
Face Down
Damn Regret
Cat and Mouse
Misery Loves its Company
Justify
Atrophy
Seventeen Ain't So Sweet
Your Guardian Angel
(Bonus track) Grim Goodbye

Your Guardian Angel (EP) (Year?)

Your Guardian Angel (Live)
Disconnected
Face Down (Acoustic)

The Lonely Road (2009)

You Better Pray
No Spell
Pen and Paper
Represent
Pull Me Back
Step Right Up
Believe
Pleads and Postcards
Lonely Road
Senioritis
Godspeed

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Your Guardian Angel is the prettiest song I've ever heard. Their first album has some screaming, but great songs. The second one is a bit more mellow.

I'll post some lyrics later =]

Favorite songs:

Your Guardian Angel
Disconnected
Face Down
Cat and Mouse

Quote of the Blog:

WHAT THE F---I mean, WHAT THE GABE SAPORTA?!

xoxo Meg

General Facts

About me =]

Name: Would I tell you?
Grade: 10
Sex: Like I'd tell you if I had it.
Orientation: Biesexual

I take honors classes, including a Junior-level science course (Chemistry I Honors). Took Algebra II Honors as a Freshman.

My classes this semester include:

Health, Child Development I, Chemistry I Honors, Spanish III Honors, English II Honors, Geometry Honors, and US History Honors.

I'm into physchology, English, history, and languages. Basically creatively thinking classes. Logic isn't my thing.

I love Disney, musicals, music in general, travelling, dancing, writing, reading.

Turn offs include homophobia, ingorance in general, people who think they're better than everyone, exclusive cliques.

Height: 5'
Weight: Too skinny for my own good

Yeah I'm only 5' tall, a shorty. And I'm thin (for my age).

So...yeah.

Quote of the Blog:

I can see why you go for the girls.

xoxo Meg

Trainwreck

La-de-da
Yeah

You fled from medication 'cause it only causes pain
You won't go to the doctor 'cause he's calling you insane
You're lost even when you're going the right way
You mean the world to me even though you might be crazy

[Chorus:]
And you said we wouldn't make it
But look how far we've come
For so long my heart was breaking
And now we're standing strong
The things you say, you make me fall harder each day
You're a trainwreck
But I wouldn't love you if you changed


Yeah. Oh yeah.

I shook your hand and you pulled it right away
You asked me to dance and instead I said, "No way!"
Inside I was dying to give it a try, and you begged me so I stayed
I knew you were different from the way I caved

[Chorus]

We are so different
But opposites attract
So my hope kept growing
And I never looked back
You're one of a kind
And no one can change this heart of mine
Oh

[Chorus]

One more thing I thought I'd share with someone special
I'm falling like I never fell before
It's funny you said we'd never make it but look how far we've come
You're a trainwreck
But with you... I'm in love

I'd Lie

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes
He'll never fall in love, he swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I know all his favorite songs

And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...I'd lie


He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long?
And he sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishin' he was mine

I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...I'd lie

He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only say, "I'm holding every breath for you"
He'd never tell you
But he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is, "My God, he's beautiful"
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you
His favorite color's green
And he loves to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...
If you ask me if I love him...I'd lie

Inside Jokes!

We all have stupid inside jokes, right?

Here's some of mine (DISBoards, dance, friends).

IMMMMMAAAAAGGGGGGGGEEEEEEESSSSSS!

~Allie

Oh My Gabe Saporta.

~Sam

"Your father...*insert joke/sentance here*"

~Courtney

BROTHERS!

~Ellen

Bunnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyy!

~Allie

Anthony's pale tummy, ZOMG!

~Allie (and me!)

Sparklez.

~Me

Billary, EW!

~Me, Allie, Sam

Oooh, I believe there are ANGLES among us.

~Dance friends

We're gonna mess up, we're gonna mess up...

~Sammi (dance)

Peanut butter.

~Me

I think she's a dead person...but I'm not sure...

~Sammi (dance)

I'm IMMORTAL!

~Jake

Quote of the Blog:

Don't hang up on me, cause I'm hung up on you.

xoxo Meg

Word of the Day!

Ok, so I was just on blogthing (www.blogthings.com) taking random quizzes, and apparently, this is my "word".

Your word is FEARLESS

You see life as your one chance to experience everything, and you just go for
it!You believe the biggest risk is being afraid and missing out on something
amazing.Sometimes your fearlessness means you're daring. You enjoy risky
activities.And sometimes your fearlessness means you're courageous. You're brave
enough to do the right thing, even when it's scary.

Wahoo! Fearless!

Ahem. Back to your regularly scheduled insanity.

Quote of the Blog:

Yeah, you're f****d, all right.

xoxo Meg

Spring Awakening

Spring Awakening! Spring Awakening! 67 days til Spring Awakening!

May just be the best musical ever...besides Rent, of course.

(Ok, so it's better than Rent. But there's no Anthony. So that loses points.)

Songs:

(Act I)

Mama Who Bore Me
Mama Who Bore Me (Reprise)
All That's Known
The B**** of Living
My Junk
Touch Me
The Dark I Know Well
The Word of Your Body
And Then There Were None
The Mirror-Blue Night
I Believe

(Act II)

The Guilty Ones
Don't Do Sadness/Blue Wind
Left Behind
Word of Your Body (Reprise)
Totally F****d
Whispering
Those You've Known
Song of Purple Summer

Bonus Track (soundtrack):

There Once Was a Pirate

Themes:

Teenage love, sexuality, finding yourself.

Includes:

Suicide, sex scene, homosexuality, child abuse, rape, masturbation, beating scene.

Sounds terrible, right?

Wrong.

It's so tastefully done, and the music is so hauntingly beautiful. Seriously. Go listen to it!

(Well...don't listen to Totally F****d with parents around!)

I absoultely canNOT wait to see this (tour cast) on APRIL 26, 2009!!!!!!

Favorite Characters:

Ilse, Melchior, Anna, Ernst

Favorite Couples:

Handschen/Ernst
Wendla/Melchior
(SHOULD BE!!) Moritz/Ilse

Favorite Songs:

Totally F****d
Mama Who Bore Me
Those You've Known
Song of Purple Summer

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Quote of the Blog:

Spring and summer every other day; blue wind gets so lost, blowin' through the thick corns, through the bales of hay.

xoxo Meg

Friends

So, in school, I have about the craziest, most insane, greatest group of friends ever. We're so diverse that you can't even label us.

Aly: The caring one. Everyone loves Aly for some odd reason. But she's basically our teddy bear. Always up for hugs and long talks. The rebellious lesbian, Aly is the one that can make you feel better in an instant! Also a band geek (clarinet).

Ellen: The...well I'm not sure what one. Ellen is the jock of the group (well, biggest jock). We're talking volleyball, basketball, and softball. Loves to read (I have never NOT seen her without a book near her). Not much of a hugger, but is always there for us. Band geek as well (clarinet, alto sax). Sarcasm is her first language.

Ed: The dark, moody soul. Bisexual, as I am. Soccer player (varsity and nonleague). Band geek (clarinet). Older brother to Meggles (see below). Gives good advice, but tends to be sarcastic and difficult. Is basically our big brother, and gives amazing hugs.

Meggles: Practically my twin. A year older than me, she's never let that come between us. We're always there for each other. Soccer player (goalie!) and band geek (clarinet). She gives great tacklehugs, and always knows what to say.

Other friends are at dance or I don't talk to as much.

Quote of the Blog:

17 is just a test.

xoxo Meg

DISBoards

Most amazing group of people everr.

www.disboards.com

Teen Forum!

Besties:

Josh, Allie, Sam, Mouse ♥

Topics can get interesting, if you get what I'm saying. ;-)

Relationships are not uncommon on there, nor is flirting. Dated Josh and Allie for like a month each. Yeah, I get around sometimes on there.

ANYWAY!

Talk to these guys! They're super nice (for the most part) and cool!

Quote of the Blog:

Shall we bother them?

xoxo Meg

Musicals!

Just so you know, I am COMPLETELY obsessed with musicals.

RENT
Wicked
Avenue Q
Spring Awakening
Phantom of the Opera
Mamma Mia!
Hairspray
Lion King
Chicago

Many more :-)

Anthony Rapp is the hawttest actor out there...Broadway-wise anyway.

And John Gallagher, Jr...

Idina Menzel is hot, too.

Kristin Chenoweth is SUPER-cute and fun.

But I'm mostly obsessed with Anthony Rapp.

Anthony = love!

Quote of the Blog:

Forget regret, or life is yours to miss.

xoxo Meg

Blog #1

Just got off the phone with Aly! :-)

Topics of discussion:

Weird dreams
Hot guys and girls
Insane friends

Watching: ANTM Cycle 3 Modelthon (on Oxygen)!
Listening to: Idina Menzel

Friends who will be mentioned in this blog: Ed, Aly, Ellen, Meggles. Others may appear accordingly.

So anyway, has anyone noticed that soccer players are REALLY hot? Seriously, check them out sometimes. Hotness.

Before you ask, yes, I am bisexual. I like guys, I like girls. End of discussion.

Quote of the Blog:

Just you and I, defying gravity.

More next time, I promise!

xoxo Meg