Period 2:
Revised! She was...out! So we watched The Lion King. LMAO. Love this class when she's not here.
Went to the mall with mom, then out to dinner. Took the dog for a walk. Took a bath. Relaxing afternoon!
Quote of the Blog 2:
Arthur likes to look up Ed's shorts and Ed likes to touch Arthur's man-boobs.
xoxo Meg
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Mmm Can't Think of a TItle
Pre-period 6:
Wahoo, we're all here! Still, some of us, needless to say, aren't in the best of moods.
Period 6:
Read the entire class (oh, how I love this class).
Period 7:
Trig work again, ugh. But it's pretty easy.
Period 4:
Sub! Bookwork, but finished it quickly.
Advisory:
Not much of anything.
Locker Switch:
Didn't even get my hug. Ugh.
Period 3:
Chem, ew.
Lunch:
Talked with my Meggles = - D
Period 1:
Finished midterm (it was 52 questions long. Come on.) and now I'm here. So was he. Was. And I asked for a hug and he simply shook his head "no". Something's clearly not right. He never refuses a hug...
Period 2:
God, I hope she's out again. I wish to read! I wish to read!
God, this sucks, seeing him like this. He won't tell anyone what's wrong, but we know something's up. Poor thing. How can he stand there and joke with his friends, but ignore me completely? How can he just do that? (And how can he refuse one of MY hugs? Seriously!)
It hurts, to see your closest friend (well one of them) hurting so badly. Wish there was something I could do to help, but there's nothing. Nothing at all. I can only be his friend...
...though I want something more. Not neccessarily him. But someone. Something.
Or...
Argh, I don't know. Too confused.
Too scared.
Too alone...
At least it's the last day of the month.
Quote of the Blog:
Well, look who's talking...short stuff!
xoxo Meg
Wahoo, we're all here! Still, some of us, needless to say, aren't in the best of moods.
Period 6:
Read the entire class (oh, how I love this class).
Period 7:
Trig work again, ugh. But it's pretty easy.
Period 4:
Sub! Bookwork, but finished it quickly.
Advisory:
Not much of anything.
Locker Switch:
Didn't even get my hug. Ugh.
Period 3:
Chem, ew.
Lunch:
Talked with my Meggles = - D
Period 1:
Finished midterm (it was 52 questions long. Come on.) and now I'm here. So was he. Was. And I asked for a hug and he simply shook his head "no". Something's clearly not right. He never refuses a hug...
Period 2:
God, I hope she's out again. I wish to read! I wish to read!
God, this sucks, seeing him like this. He won't tell anyone what's wrong, but we know something's up. Poor thing. How can he stand there and joke with his friends, but ignore me completely? How can he just do that? (And how can he refuse one of MY hugs? Seriously!)
It hurts, to see your closest friend (well one of them) hurting so badly. Wish there was something I could do to help, but there's nothing. Nothing at all. I can only be his friend...
...though I want something more. Not neccessarily him. But someone. Something.
Or...
Argh, I don't know. Too confused.
Too scared.
Too alone...
At least it's the last day of the month.
Quote of the Blog:
Well, look who's talking...short stuff!
xoxo Meg
Monday, March 30, 2009
Ladeedadeeda
Good day today! :-D
Pre-period 7:
Meet up with the gang. Pretty funny this morning with Jake and I.
Period 7:
More of that darn Geotrigitry.
Period 4:
Mmm, not bad. Doesn't seem like we ever do much in this class?
Period 5:
The cosmos must be rearranging, because we had a sub! The assistant principal (grades 10/12) came in for coverage, and had us do fun riddles the whole time. (And I got one right! Go me!)
Advisory:
Mmm not much.
Locker Switch:
"Fought" with Jake again. (Some things never change)
Period 1:
Started to make-up Geometry midterm. Almost done; will finish tomorrow.
Period 2:
Sub! "Worked" on projects again. Teehee.
Lunch:
Mmm weird? Not really weird so much as awkward and aggrivating.
Period 3:
Actually...hey, not bad, considering it's Chem.
Oh, and look, my grade has been going UP since the student teacher took over. Hmmm, makes you wonder...
Anyways, 26 days! Yaaaay!
So, so excited. It can't come fast enough!
Quote of the Blog:
Touch me like that again and I will smack you.
xoxo Meg
Pre-period 7:
Meet up with the gang. Pretty funny this morning with Jake and I.
Period 7:
More of that darn Geotrigitry.
Period 4:
Mmm, not bad. Doesn't seem like we ever do much in this class?
Period 5:
The cosmos must be rearranging, because we had a sub! The assistant principal (grades 10/12) came in for coverage, and had us do fun riddles the whole time. (And I got one right! Go me!)
Advisory:
Mmm not much.
Locker Switch:
"Fought" with Jake again. (Some things never change)
Period 1:
Started to make-up Geometry midterm. Almost done; will finish tomorrow.
Period 2:
Sub! "Worked" on projects again. Teehee.
Lunch:
Mmm weird? Not really weird so much as awkward and aggrivating.
Period 3:
Actually...hey, not bad, considering it's Chem.
Oh, and look, my grade has been going UP since the student teacher took over. Hmmm, makes you wonder...
Anyways, 26 days! Yaaaay!
So, so excited. It can't come fast enough!
Quote of the Blog:
Touch me like that again and I will smack you.
xoxo Meg
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Over It
I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me
When you know I'm not okay
You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you've been telling me
I know you're not alone
Oh...
That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over...
Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it
I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Trying to drag me down
And fill me with self-doubt
Oh...
That's why
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over...
Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it
Don't call, don't come by
Ain't no use, don't ask me why
You'll never change, there'll be no more crying in the rain
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over...
Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit,
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it
I'm so over it
I'm over it
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over...
Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me
When you know I'm not okay
You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you've been telling me
I know you're not alone
Oh...
That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over...
Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it
I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Trying to drag me down
And fill me with self-doubt
Oh...
That's why
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over...
Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it
Don't call, don't come by
Ain't no use, don't ask me why
You'll never change, there'll be no more crying in the rain
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over...
Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit,
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it
I'm so over it
I'm over it
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over...
Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it
Writing
= - )
I'm writing the threequel to Amanda Sparks! (And it only took me two years. Haha.)
New characters:
(Yet to be named) vampire
(Yet to be named) ....random new friend, now that Dalin has been expelled and Mya's at another school
Love:
Amanda and Jake are still together. New guy will come between them. Love triangle/ultimatum ensues at book's climax.
Misc:
Battle scene--to be decided. Yes or No?
Is Hayley gone for good this time? After all, Voldemort isn't even in Harry Potter 3...
Friends:
Sam still in. New girl to become friends with Sam, Jake, Amanda.
Dalin:
Do we hear from her? Perhaps in letters. Perhaps she comes back with news from her pack (does she even join one?)
Mya:
Do we hear from her? Letters, I suppose. (Perhaps kill her off and someone sends us her secret diary? Her dying wish?)
**New vampire character def. a threat**
Ahh, I'm so full of ideas for this one! OMG I'm so excited to write this!
Quote of the Blog:
Why are you reading my blog?!
What you write in there is entertaining.
xoxo Meg
I'm writing the threequel to Amanda Sparks! (And it only took me two years. Haha.)
New characters:
(Yet to be named) vampire
(Yet to be named) ....random new friend, now that Dalin has been expelled and Mya's at another school
Love:
Amanda and Jake are still together. New guy will come between them. Love triangle/ultimatum ensues at book's climax.
Misc:
Battle scene--to be decided. Yes or No?
Is Hayley gone for good this time? After all, Voldemort isn't even in Harry Potter 3...
Friends:
Sam still in. New girl to become friends with Sam, Jake, Amanda.
Dalin:
Do we hear from her? Perhaps in letters. Perhaps she comes back with news from her pack (does she even join one?)
Mya:
Do we hear from her? Letters, I suppose. (Perhaps kill her off and someone sends us her secret diary? Her dying wish?)
**New vampire character def. a threat**
Ahh, I'm so full of ideas for this one! OMG I'm so excited to write this!
Quote of the Blog:
Why are you reading my blog?!
What you write in there is entertaining.
xoxo Meg
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Countdowns Parte Dos
28 days til Spring Awakening!
41 days til Freshman-Sophomore!
48 days til NYC!
68 days til recital '09!
106 days til "vacation" at Ellen's!
110 days til Harry Potter and the HBP in theaters!
**new one**
111 days til JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT!
And finally,
123 days til I turn 16!
Woop woop! I think it's...
It's peanut butter jelly time, peanut butter jelly time, peanut butter jelly time
(Chorus:)
Where he at (4x)
There he go (4x)
Peanut butter jelly (4x)
Do the peanut butter jelly, peanut butter jelly
Peanut butter jelly with a baseball bat (2x)
(Chorus)
Now, break it down and freeze (4x)
(Chorus)
Now tic tac toe (uh-huh)
Tic tac toe (let's go)
Tic tac toe (you got it)
Tic tac toe (let's ride)
(Chorus)
Now, freestyle, freestyle, freestyle, freestyle, freestyle, your style (2x)
Where he at (4x)
There he go (4x)
And yes, that is a real song. LOL.
Quote of the Blog:
I...arr...I'M GONNA THROTTLE HIM!
xoxo Meg
41 days til Freshman-Sophomore!
48 days til NYC!
68 days til recital '09!
106 days til "vacation" at Ellen's!
110 days til Harry Potter and the HBP in theaters!
**new one**
111 days til JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT!
And finally,
123 days til I turn 16!
Woop woop! I think it's...
It's peanut butter jelly time, peanut butter jelly time, peanut butter jelly time
(Chorus:)
Where he at (4x)
There he go (4x)
Peanut butter jelly (4x)
Do the peanut butter jelly, peanut butter jelly
Peanut butter jelly with a baseball bat (2x)
(Chorus)
Now, break it down and freeze (4x)
(Chorus)
Now tic tac toe (uh-huh)
Tic tac toe (let's go)
Tic tac toe (you got it)
Tic tac toe (let's ride)
(Chorus)
Now, freestyle, freestyle, freestyle, freestyle, freestyle, your style (2x)
Where he at (4x)
There he go (4x)
And yes, that is a real song. LOL.
Quote of the Blog:
I...arr...I'M GONNA THROTTLE HIM!
xoxo Meg
Friday, March 27, 2009
Can't Have You
You warned me that you were gonna leave
I never thought you would really go
I was blind but baby now I see
Broke your heart but now I know
That I was bein' such a fool
(oooh)
And that I didn't deserve you
(oooh)
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Lookin' at the letter you that you left
(the letter that you left, will I ever get you back?)
Wondering if I'll ever get you back
(ooh, ooh ahh, ooh, ooh ahh)
Dreamin' about when I'll see you next
(When will I see you next? Will I ever get you back?)
Knowing that I never will forget
(I won't forget, I won't forget)
That I was bein' such a fool
(oooh)
And that I still don't deserve you
(oooh)
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love, yeah
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
So tell me what we're fighting for
'Cause we know that truth means so much more
'Cause you would if you could, don't lie
'Cause I give everything that I've got left
To show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool
But I can't live without you
Don't wanna fall asleep
Don't know if I'll get up
I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you, yeah
Don't wanna fall asleep
(don't wanna fall asleep)
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
(who knows if I'll get up)
I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love, yeah
Begging to hear your voice
(let me hear your voice)
Tell me you love me too
(tell me you love me too)
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
I never thought you would really go
I was blind but baby now I see
Broke your heart but now I know
That I was bein' such a fool
(oooh)
And that I didn't deserve you
(oooh)
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Lookin' at the letter you that you left
(the letter that you left, will I ever get you back?)
Wondering if I'll ever get you back
(ooh, ooh ahh, ooh, ooh ahh)
Dreamin' about when I'll see you next
(When will I see you next? Will I ever get you back?)
Knowing that I never will forget
(I won't forget, I won't forget)
That I was bein' such a fool
(oooh)
And that I still don't deserve you
(oooh)
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love, yeah
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
So tell me what we're fighting for
'Cause we know that truth means so much more
'Cause you would if you could, don't lie
'Cause I give everything that I've got left
To show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool
But I can't live without you
Don't wanna fall asleep
Don't know if I'll get up
I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you, yeah
Don't wanna fall asleep
(don't wanna fall asleep)
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
(who knows if I'll get up)
I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love, yeah
Begging to hear your voice
(let me hear your voice)
Tell me you love me too
(tell me you love me too)
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Fudge, Geotrigitry, and Tackles
Pre-period 4:
Woo. Fun? Talked?
Period 4:
Did like...two things...not even. LMAO.
Period 5:
Essay discussions. ANOTHER ESSAY! RAWR!
Period 6:
Discussed/read.
Advisory:
Ummm had fun, lol.
Locker Switch:
Got tackled! And ummmm yeah.
Period 2:
"Worked" more on projects.
Lunch:
Did Geotrigitry (Geometry + Trigonometry) work. And ate nummy nummy fudge! (Thanksies, Ellen!)
Period 3:
Lab! Burning magnesium!
Period 7:
Weekly quiz; went over HW.
So a pretty good day.
Quote of the Blog:
I wanna light glitter on fire. Just to see what happens.
xoxo Meg
Woo. Fun? Talked?
Period 4:
Did like...two things...not even. LMAO.
Period 5:
Essay discussions. ANOTHER ESSAY! RAWR!
Period 6:
Discussed/read.
Advisory:
Ummm had fun, lol.
Locker Switch:
Got tackled! And ummmm yeah.
Period 2:
"Worked" more on projects.
Lunch:
Did Geotrigitry (Geometry + Trigonometry) work. And ate nummy nummy fudge! (Thanksies, Ellen!)
Period 3:
Lab! Burning magnesium!
Period 7:
Weekly quiz; went over HW.
So a pretty good day.
Quote of the Blog:
I wanna light glitter on fire. Just to see what happens.
xoxo Meg
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Stats
Reading:
The Color Purple (for school)
Huck Finn (for school)
Harry Potter 4 (bathtub/car book)
Kingdom Keepers 2 (meals/"I'm bored" book)
Go Ask Alice (read-in-advisory-and-during-class book)
Listening to:
Mostly Evanescence (lately, anyway).
Watching:
ANTM, baby. Cycle 12 is underway. Cycle 7 (my favorite!) is on Sunday.
Secret Life is over til the summer, pooh.
April 4 is the 6-month anniversary of my back surgury! Where does the time go?
Quote of the Blog:
Shorty!
xoxo Meg
The Color Purple (for school)
Huck Finn (for school)
Harry Potter 4 (bathtub/car book)
Kingdom Keepers 2 (meals/"I'm bored" book)
Go Ask Alice (read-in-advisory-and-during-class book)
Listening to:
Mostly Evanescence (lately, anyway).
Watching:
ANTM, baby. Cycle 12 is underway. Cycle 7 (my favorite!) is on Sunday.
Secret Life is over til the summer, pooh.
April 4 is the 6-month anniversary of my back surgury! Where does the time go?
Quote of the Blog:
Shorty!
xoxo Meg
When It Rains
And when it rains
On this side of town it touches, everything
Just say it again and mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
(blackest hole)
And convinced yourself that
It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore
And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?
And when it rains
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
(blackest hole)
And you'll sleep 'til May
And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore
And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
And oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
Take your time
Take my time
Take these chances to turn it around
(take your time)
Take these chances, we'll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around
(take my...)
Just turn it around
Oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?
You can take your time, take my time
On this side of town it touches, everything
Just say it again and mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
(blackest hole)
And convinced yourself that
It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore
And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?
And when it rains
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
(blackest hole)
And you'll sleep 'til May
And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore
And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
And oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
Take your time
Take my time
Take these chances to turn it around
(take your time)
Take these chances, we'll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around
(take my...)
Just turn it around
Oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?
You can take your time, take my time
Decode
How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight all the time
How can I ever own what's mine?
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time
How did we get here?
Well I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well I will figure this one out
On my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)
How did we get here?
Well I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well I think I know
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Yeah...
How did we get here?
Well I used to know you so well, yeah yeah
How did we get here?
Well I used to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know
Ooh, there is something I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight all the time
How can I ever own what's mine?
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time
How did we get here?
Well I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well I will figure this one out
On my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)
How did we get here?
Well I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well I think I know
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Yeah...
How did we get here?
Well I used to know you so well, yeah yeah
How did we get here?
Well I used to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know
Ooh, there is something I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true
A Little Bit Longer
Got the news today
Doctors said I had to stay
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
When I thought it'd all be done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know
All this time goes by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
Waitin' on a cure
But none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
You don't know what its like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, no
And you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
Don't know what it's like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know
So I'll wait 'til kingdom come
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
I'll be...fine
Doctors said I had to stay
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
When I thought it'd all be done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know
All this time goes by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
Waitin' on a cure
But none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
You don't know what its like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, no
And you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
Don't know what it's like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know
So I'll wait 'til kingdom come
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
I'll be...fine
Infatuation
I met you in a dream
And your piercing eyes were staring straight at me
I can't believe this feeling
You make me feel so much
I want you always near me
Is this really what it seems?
What you, what you're feeling
Let me know it immediately
And surely, surely I will
Understand you
(More and more)
I'm beginning to get confused
(More and more)
It's, it's suffocating
(More and more)
Come on here
I need you
I want you
I got to have you
It's infatuation
Love, I've finally found a new
And it came to me inside your vision
Now I know I need you so
You make me feel like crazy
I really feel you baby
I see an angel in your eyes
Yeah
What you, what you're feeling
Let me know it immediately
And surely, surely I will
Understand you
(More and more)
I'm beginning to get confused
(More and more)
It's, it's suffocating
(More and more)
Come on here
I need you
I want you
I've got to have you
It's infatuation
If fire falls down from the sky
If all the rivers should run dry
If false turns out to be true
You know that I will find you
Because our love is destiny
Baby, baby
What you, what you're feeling
Let me know it immediately
And surely, surely I will
Understand you
(More and more)
I'm beginning to get confused
(More and more)
It's, it's suffocating
(More and more)
Come on here
I need you
I want you
I've got to have you
It's infatuation
You're my love frustration
[x4]
And your piercing eyes were staring straight at me
I can't believe this feeling
You make me feel so much
I want you always near me
Is this really what it seems?
What you, what you're feeling
Let me know it immediately
And surely, surely I will
Understand you
(More and more)
I'm beginning to get confused
(More and more)
It's, it's suffocating
(More and more)
Come on here
I need you
I want you
I got to have you
It's infatuation
Love, I've finally found a new
And it came to me inside your vision
Now I know I need you so
You make me feel like crazy
I really feel you baby
I see an angel in your eyes
Yeah
What you, what you're feeling
Let me know it immediately
And surely, surely I will
Understand you
(More and more)
I'm beginning to get confused
(More and more)
It's, it's suffocating
(More and more)
Come on here
I need you
I want you
I've got to have you
It's infatuation
If fire falls down from the sky
If all the rivers should run dry
If false turns out to be true
You know that I will find you
Because our love is destiny
Baby, baby
What you, what you're feeling
Let me know it immediately
And surely, surely I will
Understand you
(More and more)
I'm beginning to get confused
(More and more)
It's, it's suffocating
(More and more)
Come on here
I need you
I want you
I've got to have you
It's infatuation
You're my love frustration
[x4]
1 Month!
Pre-period 5:
Group hug tiiiiiimeeee! (This is indeed becoming ritualistic)
And some stuff about showers and Shake It (MetroStation). Don't...ask...really...
Period 5:
HE WAS OUT! DOUBLE SCORE! Just watched a documentary on Mark Twain.
Period 6:
Read the entire class. It was our assignment. Heh heh.
Period 4:
Watched the videos of our skits (ew I hate my voice on playback).
Advisory:
Read Go Ask Alice.
Locker Switch:
Mmm, nothing really (he ditched us. Rawr. So I didn't get my hug.)
Period 3:
Pop quiz! Ughhh. But I got a 15/20 on it, surprisingly. Starting a lab tomorrow.
Lunch:
Kept to myself.
Period 7:
Sin, Cos, Tan again. It's pretty easy. I actually get it.
Period 1:
Here. I'm here til April something. We think the Monday after vacation is when 4th quarter starts. Then, I go to Health. But hey, I might have Ellen's class! *dances*
And...
Today...
Is...
EXACTLY!
ONE MONTH...
TO...
SPRING AWAKENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahh! I can't believe it!
Starting at 20 days, I'll post a "Spring Awakening Song of the Day" for each day. 19 songs in the show, plus the bonus track on the CD. First one will be Mama Who Bore Me.
Mmkay so that's all I really have to say?
Quote of the Blog:
I didn't slap you. I high-fived your head.
xoxo Meg
Group hug tiiiiiimeeee! (This is indeed becoming ritualistic)
And some stuff about showers and Shake It (MetroStation). Don't...ask...really...
Period 5:
HE WAS OUT! DOUBLE SCORE! Just watched a documentary on Mark Twain.
Period 6:
Read the entire class. It was our assignment. Heh heh.
Period 4:
Watched the videos of our skits (ew I hate my voice on playback).
Advisory:
Read Go Ask Alice.
Locker Switch:
Mmm, nothing really (he ditched us. Rawr. So I didn't get my hug.)
Period 3:
Pop quiz! Ughhh. But I got a 15/20 on it, surprisingly. Starting a lab tomorrow.
Lunch:
Kept to myself.
Period 7:
Sin, Cos, Tan again. It's pretty easy. I actually get it.
Period 1:
Here. I'm here til April something. We think the Monday after vacation is when 4th quarter starts. Then, I go to Health. But hey, I might have Ellen's class! *dances*
And...
Today...
Is...
EXACTLY!
ONE MONTH...
TO...
SPRING AWAKENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahh! I can't believe it!
Starting at 20 days, I'll post a "Spring Awakening Song of the Day" for each day. 19 songs in the show, plus the bonus track on the CD. First one will be Mama Who Bore Me.
Mmkay so that's all I really have to say?
Quote of the Blog:
I didn't slap you. I high-fived your head.
xoxo Meg
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
It's My Life
It's funny how I find myself
In love with you
If I could buy my reasoning
I'd pay to lose
One half won't do
I've asked myself
How much do you
Commit yourself?
It's my life
Don't you forget
It's my life
It never ends
(It never ends...)
Funny how I blind myself
I never knew
If I was sometimes played upon
Afraid to lose
Oh, I'd tell myself
What good do you do
Convince myself
Oh, It's my life
Don't you forget
Oh, It's my life
It never ends
(It never ends...)
And I've asked myself
How much do you
Commit yourself?
It's my life
Don't you forget
Caught in the crowd
It never ends
(its my life)
It's my life
Don't you forget
Caught in the crowd
It never ends
(It never ends)
Oh, It's my life...
(oh its my life)
Don't you forget...
(don't you forget)
Caught in the crowd...
(caught in the crowd)
It never ends
(it never ends...)
In love with you
If I could buy my reasoning
I'd pay to lose
One half won't do
I've asked myself
How much do you
Commit yourself?
It's my life
Don't you forget
It's my life
It never ends
(It never ends...)
Funny how I blind myself
I never knew
If I was sometimes played upon
Afraid to lose
Oh, I'd tell myself
What good do you do
Convince myself
Oh, It's my life
Don't you forget
Oh, It's my life
It never ends
(It never ends...)
And I've asked myself
How much do you
Commit yourself?
It's my life
Don't you forget
Caught in the crowd
It never ends
(its my life)
It's my life
Don't you forget
Caught in the crowd
It never ends
(It never ends)
Oh, It's my life...
(oh its my life)
Don't you forget...
(don't you forget)
Caught in the crowd...
(caught in the crowd)
It never ends
(it never ends...)
Weird Day
Weird, weird day today.
Pre-period 6:
I saw my ex-bff? And we talked? And even...hugged? It was so weird. But hey it didn't kill me so...anyway got into yet another group hug (never gets old).
Period 6:
Read the entire class! We're reading The Color Purple. Ah-mazing.
Period 4:
Performed skit (at long last). Oi, this was...well was...fun, actually.
Period 5:
Entire class got lectured for "not trying hard enough". Assembly: class rings.
Advisory:
Math make-up work.
Period 7:
We're doing (dun dun dun) Trigonometry work. Sin, Cos, Tan. It's fairly easy.
Lunch:
Had a nice long talk with my Meggles = - )
Period 1:
Buahahahahahaha the teacher didn't show up to give me the exam! Hahahahahahahahaha!
WIN!
Period 2:
It's gonna suck, but, what can I do?
Dance tonight! And ANTM!
31 days til SA!
45 days til Freshman-Sophomore!
51 days til NYC!
71 days til recital '09!
109 days til "vacation"!
113 days til Harry Potter and the HBP in theaters!
126 days til I turn 16!
All so, so exciting. What I have to look forward to, really. And Ed's grad party, whenever that is...if he's even having one (knowing his family, though. They never turn down the excuse to have a party.)
Quote of the Blog:
Why is Ellen giving Ed a really big hug?
I have no idea, and I don't want to know.
xoxo Meg
Pre-period 6:
I saw my ex-bff? And we talked? And even...hugged? It was so weird. But hey it didn't kill me so...anyway got into yet another group hug (never gets old).
Period 6:
Read the entire class! We're reading The Color Purple. Ah-mazing.
Period 4:
Performed skit (at long last). Oi, this was...well was...fun, actually.
Period 5:
Entire class got lectured for "not trying hard enough". Assembly: class rings.
Advisory:
Math make-up work.
Period 7:
We're doing (dun dun dun) Trigonometry work. Sin, Cos, Tan. It's fairly easy.
Lunch:
Had a nice long talk with my Meggles = - )
Period 1:
Buahahahahahaha the teacher didn't show up to give me the exam! Hahahahahahahahaha!
WIN!
Period 2:
It's gonna suck, but, what can I do?
Dance tonight! And ANTM!
31 days til SA!
45 days til Freshman-Sophomore!
51 days til NYC!
71 days til recital '09!
109 days til "vacation"!
113 days til Harry Potter and the HBP in theaters!
126 days til I turn 16!
All so, so exciting. What I have to look forward to, really. And Ed's grad party, whenever that is...if he's even having one (knowing his family, though. They never turn down the excuse to have a party.)
Quote of the Blog:
Why is Ellen giving Ed a really big hug?
I have no idea, and I don't want to know.
xoxo Meg
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Tuuuuuuuessssssdaaaaaaaayyy
Mmmmyeah so I'm in school?
Pre-period 4:
Ehh not much really, just the usual crew hanging out til the warning bell.
Period 4:
Hayley wasn't in, so we didn't have to present our skit (SCORE!)
Period 5:
@*_&$@_(%*&.
If he gives us ONE MORE "thought provoking" thing on stupid Huck Finn...
Period 6:
Finished documentary/read an article. This is my life in the History Class that Does Almost Nothing but Goof Off and Talk All Class (and Watch Movies).
Advisory:
Readddd. SHOULD'VE been doing that chem review sheet. But I'm blowing it off til lunch.
Locker Switch:
GROUP HUGGG!! Man those are fun. Loads of fun. Fun fun fun. (And before you say it, Ellen, it was not snuggling. I was simply resting my head on his shoulder. Not snuggling!!)
Period 1:
Woo. Checked TotallyTrucked's blog. (SA National Tour Cast). They're in Toronto, Canada until April something. And then they come...HERE! (32 days and counting) And now I'm blogging here? Heh heh heh. I'm such a rebel. Ah well. I never get in trouble in here. They don't care what I do as long as I don't leave the building. Which, I am next period, but that's for class.
Did I mention it's FREEZING outside, and I have to go out TWICE for child dev.?! No fun. Might need a group hug to warm up from that one ; - )
Period 2:
*crosses fingers and hopes she's not here* I don't feel like doing the projects, really, I don't. Not for long period.
Lunch:
The usual Fab 5 at A/E day lunch. So...I'm dead?
Period 3:
Rawr. This. Class. RAWR. *kills class*
Quote of ze Blog:
Now that you're ready to kill me, you should be ready.
xoxo Meg
Pre-period 4:
Ehh not much really, just the usual crew hanging out til the warning bell.
Period 4:
Hayley wasn't in, so we didn't have to present our skit (SCORE!)
Period 5:
@*_&$@_(%*&.
If he gives us ONE MORE "thought provoking" thing on stupid Huck Finn...
Period 6:
Finished documentary/read an article. This is my life in the History Class that Does Almost Nothing but Goof Off and Talk All Class (and Watch Movies).
Advisory:
Readddd. SHOULD'VE been doing that chem review sheet. But I'm blowing it off til lunch.
Locker Switch:
GROUP HUGGG!! Man those are fun. Loads of fun. Fun fun fun. (And before you say it, Ellen, it was not snuggling. I was simply resting my head on his shoulder. Not snuggling!!)
Period 1:
Woo. Checked TotallyTrucked's blog. (SA National Tour Cast). They're in Toronto, Canada until April something. And then they come...HERE! (32 days and counting) And now I'm blogging here? Heh heh heh. I'm such a rebel. Ah well. I never get in trouble in here. They don't care what I do as long as I don't leave the building. Which, I am next period, but that's for class.
Did I mention it's FREEZING outside, and I have to go out TWICE for child dev.?! No fun. Might need a group hug to warm up from that one ; - )
Period 2:
*crosses fingers and hopes she's not here* I don't feel like doing the projects, really, I don't. Not for long period.
Lunch:
The usual Fab 5 at A/E day lunch. So...I'm dead?
Period 3:
Rawr. This. Class. RAWR. *kills class*
Quote of ze Blog:
Now that you're ready to kill me, you should be ready.
xoxo Meg
Monday, March 23, 2009
Keep Holding On
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Nobody's Home
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
Open your eyes and look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find what you left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place
Yeah, oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
Open your eyes and look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find what you left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place
Yeah, oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
Beautiful Disaster
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Lord, would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby, hold me tight
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautifu
lHe's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
Waited so long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's beautiful
Lord, he's so beautiful
He's beautiful
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Lord, would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby, hold me tight
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautifu
lHe's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
Waited so long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's beautiful
Lord, he's so beautiful
He's beautiful
100th Post
100th post on here = - )
33 days til SA!
46 days til Freshman-Sophomore!
53 days til NYC!
Pre-period 5:
Talked to Ellen, woot woot.
Period 5:
Took a quiz. Probably didn't do so hotly.
Period 6:
Mmmfffggg. Watched documentary on Teddy Roosevelt.
Period 7:
Glark. Similar figures. Umm...
Advisory:
Read
Locker Switch:
Nothing.
Period 2:
She was (OMG) here! So we "worked" on our projects.
Lunch:
Surprisingly...quiet? But not boring. FINALLY got my hug though.
Period 3:
*screams* THIS CLASS. IT SHALL BE THE DEATH OF ME.
Period 1:
Am here!
It's nice and quiet in the library today. Relaxing, oh so relaxing. Just the sound of typing keys, occasionally the printer. I love times like this, so peaceful.
Quote of the Blog:
Oh you're not dead...yet.
xoxo Meg
33 days til SA!
46 days til Freshman-Sophomore!
53 days til NYC!
Pre-period 5:
Talked to Ellen, woot woot.
Period 5:
Took a quiz. Probably didn't do so hotly.
Period 6:
Mmmfffggg. Watched documentary on Teddy Roosevelt.
Period 7:
Glark. Similar figures. Umm...
Advisory:
Read
Locker Switch:
Nothing.
Period 2:
She was (OMG) here! So we "worked" on our projects.
Lunch:
Surprisingly...quiet? But not boring. FINALLY got my hug though.
Period 3:
*screams* THIS CLASS. IT SHALL BE THE DEATH OF ME.
Period 1:
Am here!
It's nice and quiet in the library today. Relaxing, oh so relaxing. Just the sound of typing keys, occasionally the printer. I love times like this, so peaceful.
Quote of the Blog:
Oh you're not dead...yet.
xoxo Meg
Everywhere
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh
And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh
And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
Saturday, March 21, 2009
A Place In This World
I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road
I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do
[Chorus:]
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world
Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need?
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
But that's ok
[Repeat Chorus]
Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly
[Repeat Chorus]
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road
I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do
[Chorus:]
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world
Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need?
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
But that's ok
[Repeat Chorus]
Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly
[Repeat Chorus]
Change
And it’s a sad picture, the final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again and
You know it’s all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and you’re getting sick of it
But I believe in whatever you do
And I’ll do anything to see it through
Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
And we’ll sing hallelujah, we’ll sing hallelujah
So we’ve been outnumbered
Raided and now cornered
It’s hard to fight when the fight ain’t fair
We’re getting stronger now
Find things they never found
They might be bigger
But we’re faster and never scared
You can walk away, say "we don’t need this"
But there’s something in your eyes
Says "we can beat this"
Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
And we’ll sing hallelujah, well sing hallelujah
Tonight we stand, get off our knees
Fight for what we’ve worked for all these years
And the battle was long, it’s the fight of our lives
But we’ll stand up champions tonight
It was the night things changed
Can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down
It’s a revolution, throw your hands up
Cause we never gave in
And we sang hallelujah, we sang hallelujah
Hallelujah
Somebody else gets what you wanted again and
You know it’s all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and you’re getting sick of it
But I believe in whatever you do
And I’ll do anything to see it through
Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
And we’ll sing hallelujah, we’ll sing hallelujah
So we’ve been outnumbered
Raided and now cornered
It’s hard to fight when the fight ain’t fair
We’re getting stronger now
Find things they never found
They might be bigger
But we’re faster and never scared
You can walk away, say "we don’t need this"
But there’s something in your eyes
Says "we can beat this"
Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
And we’ll sing hallelujah, well sing hallelujah
Tonight we stand, get off our knees
Fight for what we’ve worked for all these years
And the battle was long, it’s the fight of our lives
But we’ll stand up champions tonight
It was the night things changed
Can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down
It’s a revolution, throw your hands up
Cause we never gave in
And we sang hallelujah, we sang hallelujah
Hallelujah
Your Anything
I bet you lie awake at night
Trying to make up your sweet mind
Wondering if you'll ever find
Just what you want
A home-town number one
Or a California loaded gun
But you know you only get one
Or that's what you thought
But here's what you've got
[Chorus:]
I could be your favorite blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little outta reach
Or the girl living next door
I'll be your angel giving up her wings
If that's what you need
I'd give everything to be your anything
If you want hard to get
If you want...
All you have to do is let me know
If you want a bumpy ride
Or someone with a softer side
Either one'll be alright
Just let me know
Cause this is where it goes
[Chorus]
It's not like I'm giving up who I am for you
But for someone like you it's just so easy to do
I could be your favorite blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little outta reach
Or the girl living next door
I'll be your angel giving up her wings
If that's what you need
If that's what you need
[Chorus]
Trying to make up your sweet mind
Wondering if you'll ever find
Just what you want
A home-town number one
Or a California loaded gun
But you know you only get one
Or that's what you thought
But here's what you've got
[Chorus:]
I could be your favorite blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little outta reach
Or the girl living next door
I'll be your angel giving up her wings
If that's what you need
I'd give everything to be your anything
If you want hard to get
If you want...
All you have to do is let me know
If you want a bumpy ride
Or someone with a softer side
Either one'll be alright
Just let me know
Cause this is where it goes
[Chorus]
It's not like I'm giving up who I am for you
But for someone like you it's just so easy to do
I could be your favorite blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little outta reach
Or the girl living next door
I'll be your angel giving up her wings
If that's what you need
If that's what you need
[Chorus]
Come In With The Rain
I could go back to every laugh
But I don't wanna go there anymore
And I know all the steps up to your door
But I don't wanna go there anymore
Talk to the wind, talk to the sky
Talk to the man with the reasons why
And let me know what you find
I’ll leave my window open
‘Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name
Just know I’m right here hopin’
That you’ll come in with the rain
I could stand up and sing you a song
But I don’t wanna have to go that far
And I, I’ve got you down
I know you by heart
And you don’t even know where I start
Talk to yourself, talk to the tears
Talk to the man who put you here
And don’t wait for the sky to clear
I’ll leave my window open
Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name
Oh, just know I’m right here hopin’
That you’ll come in with the rain
I’ve watched you so long
Screamed your name
I don’t know what else I can say
But I’ll leave my window open
‘Cause I’m too tired at night for all these games
Just know I’m right here hopin’
That you’ll come in with the rain
I could go back to every laugh
But I don’t wanna go there anymore…
But I don't wanna go there anymore
And I know all the steps up to your door
But I don't wanna go there anymore
Talk to the wind, talk to the sky
Talk to the man with the reasons why
And let me know what you find
I’ll leave my window open
‘Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name
Just know I’m right here hopin’
That you’ll come in with the rain
I could stand up and sing you a song
But I don’t wanna have to go that far
And I, I’ve got you down
I know you by heart
And you don’t even know where I start
Talk to yourself, talk to the tears
Talk to the man who put you here
And don’t wait for the sky to clear
I’ll leave my window open
Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name
Oh, just know I’m right here hopin’
That you’ll come in with the rain
I’ve watched you so long
Screamed your name
I don’t know what else I can say
But I’ll leave my window open
‘Cause I’m too tired at night for all these games
Just know I’m right here hopin’
That you’ll come in with the rain
I could go back to every laugh
But I don’t wanna go there anymore…
Friday, March 20, 2009
Sick
I'm sick. Or at least, was. I feel fine today, but still had to stay home from school yesterday and today :-(
I miss my friends, but we're keeping in touch by email/IM.
36 days til SA.
49 days til Freshman-Sophomore.
56 days til NYC.
Ehh...nothing much to say.
All I know about what I missed, is something about doing the Macarena in Spanish class (Ellen) and wearing leather skirts (Ed)...
Quote of the Blog:
Oooh, and she strikes a low blow! That's gotta hurt.
xoxo Meg
I miss my friends, but we're keeping in touch by email/IM.
36 days til SA.
49 days til Freshman-Sophomore.
56 days til NYC.
Ehh...nothing much to say.
All I know about what I missed, is something about doing the Macarena in Spanish class (Ellen) and wearing leather skirts (Ed)...
Quote of the Blog:
Oooh, and she strikes a low blow! That's gotta hurt.
xoxo Meg
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Ugh
Pre-period 4:
He walked right by me. Didn't even look at me...
Period 4:
Nothing...just talked, mostly.
Period 5:
Nothing! Wheeee!
Period 6:
Copied a timeline down...then nothing.
Advisory:
Ha, waste of time.
Locker Switch:
He barely looked at me, let alone talked to me...why?
Period 2:
Subbb! Watched Mean Girls. Haha.
Lunch:
Oi. He wouldn't talk, withdrew from us...God it kills me to see him like this...
Period 3:
Bombed the practical section of the quiz. Cried quite a bit...too much to deal with, with him...
Period 7:
Ugh, man. Will the teacher PLEASE get off my back?
Had dance. Kerri and Abby weren't there. It was pretty boring.
What a day.
Quote of the Blog:
DOOOOOOOOONNNNN'TTTT COOOOMMMMEEEEEEEEE!
xoxo Meg
He walked right by me. Didn't even look at me...
Period 4:
Nothing...just talked, mostly.
Period 5:
Nothing! Wheeee!
Period 6:
Copied a timeline down...then nothing.
Advisory:
Ha, waste of time.
Locker Switch:
He barely looked at me, let alone talked to me...why?
Period 2:
Subbb! Watched Mean Girls. Haha.
Lunch:
Oi. He wouldn't talk, withdrew from us...God it kills me to see him like this...
Period 3:
Bombed the practical section of the quiz. Cried quite a bit...too much to deal with, with him...
Period 7:
Ugh, man. Will the teacher PLEASE get off my back?
Had dance. Kerri and Abby weren't there. It was pretty boring.
What a day.
Quote of the Blog:
DOOOOOOOOONNNNN'TTTT COOOOMMMMEEEEEEEEE!
xoxo Meg
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
St. Patrick's Day
39 days til SA! 39!!!!!
Happy St. Paddy's Day to all you Irish :-)
Today's actually a good day. I mean, I have Chem tutoring in 1/2 hour, which will suck, but not a bad day.
Pre-period 5:
Talked with Ellen.
Period 5:
Peer editing essays (grrr).
Period 6:
Didn't...do anything...again?
Period 4:
Rehersed skits and talked (in Spanish).
Advisory:
Bleh, this "period" is useless.
Locker Switch:
Hugs! And well...arguing...sorta...haha.
Period 3:
IT DIDN'T SUCK! I got A's on my past 3 labs! (not counting the one I turned in today) I'm understanding it! Yay!! I'm so proud of myself :-D
Lunch:
Wasn't...that bad, actually. Talked to Lyss and Tere.
Period 7:
Suckitudeeee. Usually I love math, but ugh, long period...it's too long.
Period 1:
I'm here, aren't I? And unscathed (for now...).
I'm gonna chat with mis amigos before I go to tutoring, then it's off to suckiness. Then home (chocolate. Choooooocoooolaaaateeeee.)
No plays for tonight...actually not plans for awhile...
Well, tomorrow it's dance and ANTM. Nonetheless...
Oh! Dance! Freak yes! I get to see Kerri and Abby! And Taylor and Bronwin!
Ta ta, dear bloggers.
Quote of the Blog:
You have a death wish.
xoxo Meg
Happy St. Paddy's Day to all you Irish :-)
Today's actually a good day. I mean, I have Chem tutoring in 1/2 hour, which will suck, but not a bad day.
Pre-period 5:
Talked with Ellen.
Period 5:
Peer editing essays (grrr).
Period 6:
Didn't...do anything...again?
Period 4:
Rehersed skits and talked (in Spanish).
Advisory:
Bleh, this "period" is useless.
Locker Switch:
Hugs! And well...arguing...sorta...haha.
Period 3:
IT DIDN'T SUCK! I got A's on my past 3 labs! (not counting the one I turned in today) I'm understanding it! Yay!! I'm so proud of myself :-D
Lunch:
Wasn't...that bad, actually. Talked to Lyss and Tere.
Period 7:
Suckitudeeee. Usually I love math, but ugh, long period...it's too long.
Period 1:
I'm here, aren't I? And unscathed (for now...).
I'm gonna chat with mis amigos before I go to tutoring, then it's off to suckiness. Then home (chocolate. Choooooocoooolaaaateeeee.)
No plays for tonight...actually not plans for awhile...
Well, tomorrow it's dance and ANTM. Nonetheless...
Oh! Dance! Freak yes! I get to see Kerri and Abby! And Taylor and Bronwin!
Ta ta, dear bloggers.
Quote of the Blog:
You have a death wish.
xoxo Meg
Shine
Everyone knows that I'm ten feet under
Till you come along and brighten my day
Everyone knows that you kill the thunder
The roaring in my brain
You've given me the strength
To see right through the haze
Shine, come on and let it shine
Light me up, make me feel alive
You've got what it takes
(shine on me today)
Shine, and only you know how
To lift my spirit off the ground
And chase those clouds away
Shine on me today
When everything's wrong
I just pick the phone up
The sound in your voice, well it fills my eyes
With tears of joy
'Cause I know you'll be there
When I'm hanging by a thread
You're my heaven sent
Shine, come on and let it shine
Light me up, make me feel alive
You've got what it takes
(shine on me today)
Shine, and only you know how
To lift my spirit off the ground
And chase those clouds away
Oh, you have this way of making me feel like I can fly
You're underneath my wings
So I'll free fall out of the sky
You're always there to save me
You know you'll save me
Shine, come on and let it shine
(come on and let it shine)
Light me up, make me feel alive
(wake me up)
You've got what it takes
(you've got what it takes)
(shine on me today)
Shine, and only you know how
To lift my spirit off the ground
And chase those clouds away
Come on and shine
(shine)
Shine
Shine on me
Shine on me
Shine on me today
Shine
(please)
Shine on me today
Everyone knows that I'm ten feet under
Till you come along and brighten my world
Till you come along and brighten my day
Everyone knows that you kill the thunder
The roaring in my brain
You've given me the strength
To see right through the haze
Shine, come on and let it shine
Light me up, make me feel alive
You've got what it takes
(shine on me today)
Shine, and only you know how
To lift my spirit off the ground
And chase those clouds away
Shine on me today
When everything's wrong
I just pick the phone up
The sound in your voice, well it fills my eyes
With tears of joy
'Cause I know you'll be there
When I'm hanging by a thread
You're my heaven sent
Shine, come on and let it shine
Light me up, make me feel alive
You've got what it takes
(shine on me today)
Shine, and only you know how
To lift my spirit off the ground
And chase those clouds away
Oh, you have this way of making me feel like I can fly
You're underneath my wings
So I'll free fall out of the sky
You're always there to save me
You know you'll save me
Shine, come on and let it shine
(come on and let it shine)
Light me up, make me feel alive
(wake me up)
You've got what it takes
(you've got what it takes)
(shine on me today)
Shine, and only you know how
To lift my spirit off the ground
And chase those clouds away
Come on and shine
(shine)
Shine
Shine on me
Shine on me
Shine on me today
Shine
(please)
Shine on me today
Everyone knows that I'm ten feet under
Till you come along and brighten my world
Underneath This Smile
What I'm standing on is sinking in
And I don't have a clue how to get off of it
But when I look at you there is hope
It's like you see the sadness in my eyes
You read the blue between the lines
You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry
Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the whileI'm hanging on
'Cause that is all I know
Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile
I have walked this earth with broken bones
I've been keeping secrets under all these lights
But when you're around my defenses go
You don't let me run away from you
You don't let me twist and turn the truth
It feels as if I'm naked when you're standing in the room
Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the whileI'm hanging on instead of letting go
Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile
Underneath this smile
Oh, yeah
Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on instead of letting go
Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
Underneath this smile
Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this
Underneath this
Underneath this smile
What I'm standing on is sinking in...
And I don't have a clue how to get off of it
But when I look at you there is hope
It's like you see the sadness in my eyes
You read the blue between the lines
You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry
Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the whileI'm hanging on
'Cause that is all I know
Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile
I have walked this earth with broken bones
I've been keeping secrets under all these lights
But when you're around my defenses go
You don't let me run away from you
You don't let me twist and turn the truth
It feels as if I'm naked when you're standing in the room
Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the whileI'm hanging on instead of letting go
Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile
Underneath this smile
Oh, yeah
Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on instead of letting go
Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
Underneath this smile
Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this
Underneath this
Underneath this smile
What I'm standing on is sinking in...
Monday, March 16, 2009
Brave
Don't know just where I'm going
And tomorrow, it's a little overwhelming
And the air is cold
And I'm not the same anymore
I've been running in your direction
For to long now
I've lost my own reflection
And I can't look down
If you're not there to catch me when I fall
If this is the moment
I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage
That somehow leads me home
I might be afraid
But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid
'Cause it's my turn to be brave
All along all I ever wanted
Was to be the light
When your life was daunting
But I can't see mine
When I feel as though you're pushing me away
Well who's to blame?
Are we making the right choices?
'Cause we can't be sure
If we're hearing our own voices
As we close the door
Even though we are so desperate to stay
If this is the moment
I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage
That somehow leads me home
I might be afraid
But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid
'Cause it's my turn to be brave
And I might still cry
And I might still bleed
These thorns in my side
This heart on my sleeve
And lightening may strike
This ground at my feet
And I might still crash
But I still believe
This is the moment
I stand here all alone
With everything I have inside, everything I own
I might be afraid
But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last time before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid
'Cause it's my turn to be brave
And tomorrow, it's a little overwhelming
And the air is cold
And I'm not the same anymore
I've been running in your direction
For to long now
I've lost my own reflection
And I can't look down
If you're not there to catch me when I fall
If this is the moment
I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage
That somehow leads me home
I might be afraid
But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid
'Cause it's my turn to be brave
All along all I ever wanted
Was to be the light
When your life was daunting
But I can't see mine
When I feel as though you're pushing me away
Well who's to blame?
Are we making the right choices?
'Cause we can't be sure
If we're hearing our own voices
As we close the door
Even though we are so desperate to stay
If this is the moment
I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage
That somehow leads me home
I might be afraid
But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid
'Cause it's my turn to be brave
And I might still cry
And I might still bleed
These thorns in my side
This heart on my sleeve
And lightening may strike
This ground at my feet
And I might still crash
But I still believe
This is the moment
I stand here all alone
With everything I have inside, everything I own
I might be afraid
But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last time before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid
'Cause it's my turn to be brave
Whisper
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here, and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here, and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep, never die)
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus]
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in?
Upon my end shall I begin?
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end
[Chorus x3]
Servatis a periculum [save us from danger]
Servatis a maleficum [save us from evil]
Say you're here, and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here, and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep, never die)
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus]
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in?
Upon my end shall I begin?
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end
[Chorus x3]
Servatis a periculum [save us from danger]
Servatis a maleficum [save us from evil]
My Last Breath
Hold on to me, love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was "I love you"
And I'm not afraid
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one's there
Say goodnight
Don't be afraid
Calling me, calling me, as you fade to black
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was "I love you"
And I'm not afraid
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one's there
Say goodnight
Don't be afraid
Calling me, calling me, as you fade to black
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
Bring Me To Life
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Now that I know what I’m without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love
Darling, only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark,but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
(Don't let me die here)
There must be something more
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Now that I know what I’m without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love
Darling, only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark,but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
(Don't let me die here)
There must be something more
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
Missing
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out:
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
[Chorus]
And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...
[Chorus]
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out:
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
[Chorus]
And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...
[Chorus]
Lithium
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God, I want to let it go
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, stay in love with you
I'm gonna let it go
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God, I want to let it go
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, stay in love with you
I'm gonna let it go
Good Enough
Under your spell again
I can't say no to you
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you
Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly
Now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel...
Good enough
I feel good enough for you
Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
And I've completely lost myself
And I don't mind
I can't say no to you
Shouldn't let you conquer me completely
Now I can't let go of this dream
Can't believe that I feel...
Good enough
I feel good enough
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me
'Cause I can't say no
I can't say no to you
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you
Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly
Now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel...
Good enough
I feel good enough for you
Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
And I've completely lost myself
And I don't mind
I can't say no to you
Shouldn't let you conquer me completely
Now I can't let go of this dream
Can't believe that I feel...
Good enough
I feel good enough
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me
'Cause I can't say no
Bleh
What a lovely day so far.
Pre-period 6:
Ellen came in *gasp* later than usual! The world is ending!
Period 6:
Watching ANOTHER movie. Like, that's all we do. Watch movies and talk.
Period 4:
Ahh not much of anything.
Period 5:
Stupid essay...rawr...
Advisory:
Nothing.
Locker Switch:
Ummmmmm...interesting.
Period 7:
Rawr. Rawr.
Period 1:
Here....going to 3rd lunch...
Lunch:
Gonna work on Chem lab that's due tomorrow. Maybe Ed'll help?
Period 2:
My best guess is, we have a sub, and we'll watch a movie again (last time, we watched The Devil Wears Prada).
It's just a bleh day. Nothing supercool and fun but nothing terrible.
40 days til SA!!
60 days til NYC!!
53 days til Freshman-Sophomore!!
= - )
Quote of the Blog:
Flesh eating toads will kill him.
xoxo Meg
Pre-period 6:
Ellen came in *gasp* later than usual! The world is ending!
Period 6:
Watching ANOTHER movie. Like, that's all we do. Watch movies and talk.
Period 4:
Ahh not much of anything.
Period 5:
Stupid essay...rawr...
Advisory:
Nothing.
Locker Switch:
Ummmmmm...interesting.
Period 7:
Rawr. Rawr.
Period 1:
Here....going to 3rd lunch...
Lunch:
Gonna work on Chem lab that's due tomorrow. Maybe Ed'll help?
Period 2:
My best guess is, we have a sub, and we'll watch a movie again (last time, we watched The Devil Wears Prada).
It's just a bleh day. Nothing supercool and fun but nothing terrible.
40 days til SA!!
60 days til NYC!!
53 days til Freshman-Sophomore!!
= - )
Quote of the Blog:
Flesh eating toads will kill him.
xoxo Meg
Sunday, March 15, 2009
I Will Be
There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye
And now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down, but it's not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK
I thought that I had everything
I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down
I’ll turn it all around
'Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK
'Cause without you, I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And without you
I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day without you
Here with me
Do you see you're all I need?
And I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life)
I will be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK
I will be (I’ll be) all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life
You know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye
And now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down, but it's not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK
I thought that I had everything
I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down
I’ll turn it all around
'Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK
'Cause without you, I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And without you
I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day without you
Here with me
Do you see you're all I need?
And I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life)
I will be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK
I will be (I’ll be) all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life
You know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK
Touch The Sky
I used to carry this big old world
On my shoulders and back
I used to lie inside my room
Wondering where I'm at
I felt a chill running through my veins
And wondered, would I be saved?
I felt the ice building in my soul
Would it melt away?
He's a warm breeze
Breathing life into me
He's the sunlight
Shining down on me
I used to worry my life away
Counting every dime
Shutting out the ones I loved
Never finding the time
And then one day I was overcome
By loneliness and dispair
And deep inside I thought I heard
"Lean on me, I'm here"
He's a warm breeze
Breathing life into me
He's the sunlight
Shining down on me
I pulled the burden from off my back
And tossed it into the wind
And stretched my arms toward the sky
And let my life begin
And like a tree, I have measured up
Best when I've been cut down
And like a tree, I can touch the sky
With my feet on the ground
He's a warm breeze
Breathing life into me
He's the sunlight
Shining down on me
He's a warm breeze
Breathing life into me
He's the sunlight
Shining down on me, yeah
Shining down on me
Shining down, shining down
Shining down on me
On my shoulders and back
I used to lie inside my room
Wondering where I'm at
I felt a chill running through my veins
And wondered, would I be saved?
I felt the ice building in my soul
Would it melt away?
He's a warm breeze
Breathing life into me
He's the sunlight
Shining down on me
I used to worry my life away
Counting every dime
Shutting out the ones I loved
Never finding the time
And then one day I was overcome
By loneliness and dispair
And deep inside I thought I heard
"Lean on me, I'm here"
He's a warm breeze
Breathing life into me
He's the sunlight
Shining down on me
I pulled the burden from off my back
And tossed it into the wind
And stretched my arms toward the sky
And let my life begin
And like a tree, I have measured up
Best when I've been cut down
And like a tree, I can touch the sky
With my feet on the ground
He's a warm breeze
Breathing life into me
He's the sunlight
Shining down on me
He's a warm breeze
Breathing life into me
He's the sunlight
Shining down on me, yeah
Shining down on me
Shining down, shining down
Shining down on me
All You Wanted
I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
To show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the time comes
I'd take you away
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares
I'm sinking slowly
So hurry, hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares
All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah
[x2]
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
To show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the time comes
I'd take you away
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares
I'm sinking slowly
So hurry, hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares
All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah
[x2]
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Taking Over Me
You don't remember me but
I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me
Taking over me
You're taking over me
Taking over me
Taking over me
I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me
Taking over me
You're taking over me
Taking over me
Taking over me
Friday, March 13, 2009
Addicted
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
Dreaming of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
I wonder if you ever see me (see me)
And I wonder if you know I'm there (am I there, am I?)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day (wait for the day)
And the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes, I do
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Ahh ahh
Corazón(I can't stop dreaming of you)
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti(I can't stop dreaming)
Como te necesito(I can't stop dreaming of you)
Mi amor, como te extraño
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and saidI love you
I love you too
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow ('til tomorrow)
And for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
(Dreaming with you tonight)
('Til tomorrow)
With you tonight
('Til tomorrow)
(I'll be holding you tight)
(And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be)
Rather be
(Than here in my room dreaming with you)
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
(endlessly, endlessly)
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
And I'll be holding you tight ('til tomorrow)
Dreaming with you (endlessly) tonight
(Endlessly, endlessly)
(Dreaming)
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
I wonder if you ever see me (see me)
And I wonder if you know I'm there (am I there, am I?)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day (wait for the day)
And the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes, I do
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Ahh ahh
Corazón(I can't stop dreaming of you)
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti(I can't stop dreaming)
Como te necesito(I can't stop dreaming of you)
Mi amor, como te extraño
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and saidI love you
I love you too
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow ('til tomorrow)
And for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
(Dreaming with you tonight)
('Til tomorrow)
With you tonight
('Til tomorrow)
(I'll be holding you tight)
(And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be)
Rather be
(Than here in my room dreaming with you)
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
(endlessly, endlessly)
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
And I'll be holding you tight ('til tomorrow)
Dreaming with you (endlessly) tonight
(Endlessly, endlessly)
(Dreaming)
The Phantom of the Opera
In sleep he sang to me
In dreams he came
That voice that calls to me
And speaks my name
And do I dream again?
For now I find
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside my mind
Sing once again with me
Our strange duet
My power over you grows stronger yet
And though you turn from me to glance behind
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside your mind
Those who have seen your face
Draw back in fear
I am the mask you wear
It's me they hear...
Your/My spirit and my/your voice in one combined
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside my/your mind
In all your fantasies
You always knew
That man and mystery
Were both in you
And in this labryinth
Where night is blind
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside my/your mind
He's there, the phantom of the opera
Sing, my Angel of Music
Sing, my Angel
Sing for me
Sing, my Angel!
Sing for me!
Christine
Phantom
Both
In dreams he came
That voice that calls to me
And speaks my name
And do I dream again?
For now I find
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside my mind
Sing once again with me
Our strange duet
My power over you grows stronger yet
And though you turn from me to glance behind
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside your mind
Those who have seen your face
Draw back in fear
I am the mask you wear
It's me they hear...
Your/My spirit and my/your voice in one combined
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside my/your mind
In all your fantasies
You always knew
That man and mystery
Were both in you
And in this labryinth
Where night is blind
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside my/your mind
He's there, the phantom of the opera
Sing, my Angel of Music
Sing, my Angel
Sing for me
Sing, my Angel!
Sing for me!
Christine
Phantom
Both
Blah. Boring day.
Pre-period 4:
Nothing of significance.
Period 4:
Worked on skits. Interims today.
Status: Passing (92 average)
Period 5:
Read more Huck Finn.
Status: Passing (B- average)
Period 6:
Worked on work.
Status: Passing (average unknown)
Period 7:
Quiz; work.
Status: Passing (A average)
Locker Switch:
Finally hugging time. Hectic, but nice.
Period 1:
Am here.
Status: Passing (A-ish. I'm not sure. It's gym; who cares?)
Period 2:
Is next.
Status: Passing (how could I not? The teacher's never in. We haven't done anything.)
Lunch:
Will be crazy. The usual 5 some at lunch (well, period 2 lunch that is).
Period 3:
Hate this class.
Status: I honestly do not want to know.
Plans for tonight:
Going out with mom, mom's best friend from childhood, and her 6 year old daughter. Then, coming back home to talk online with Ellen/Ed/Aly (if she's on).
We still don't know when the RENT party is going to be. Hopefully soon. Or maybe, during April Vacation? (Good Friday-the Sunday after Easter Sunday).
Plans for the summer:
Nothing. Well, going to Ellen's July 13-17 while parents are away (grr them) but otherwise, not much, really. Maybe I'll work at the library again. That was fun. Plus, my 16th. Plus, ALY'S 16th. Plus, Ed's graduation party. Then we start *gulp* Junior Year! (Time flies by)
Anyway.
I'd better be doing decently in Chem. Or I'll freak. And have another meltdown. Not fun.
43 days til SA = -)
Quote of the Blog:
You have wayyy too much fun with that. It's kinda creepy.
xoxo Meg
Pre-period 4:
Nothing of significance.
Period 4:
Worked on skits. Interims today.
Status: Passing (92 average)
Period 5:
Read more Huck Finn.
Status: Passing (B- average)
Period 6:
Worked on work.
Status: Passing (average unknown)
Period 7:
Quiz; work.
Status: Passing (A average)
Locker Switch:
Finally hugging time. Hectic, but nice.
Period 1:
Am here.
Status: Passing (A-ish. I'm not sure. It's gym; who cares?)
Period 2:
Is next.
Status: Passing (how could I not? The teacher's never in. We haven't done anything.)
Lunch:
Will be crazy. The usual 5 some at lunch (well, period 2 lunch that is).
Period 3:
Hate this class.
Status: I honestly do not want to know.
Plans for tonight:
Going out with mom, mom's best friend from childhood, and her 6 year old daughter. Then, coming back home to talk online with Ellen/Ed/Aly (if she's on).
We still don't know when the RENT party is going to be. Hopefully soon. Or maybe, during April Vacation? (Good Friday-the Sunday after Easter Sunday).
Plans for the summer:
Nothing. Well, going to Ellen's July 13-17 while parents are away (grr them) but otherwise, not much, really. Maybe I'll work at the library again. That was fun. Plus, my 16th. Plus, ALY'S 16th. Plus, Ed's graduation party. Then we start *gulp* Junior Year! (Time flies by)
Anyway.
I'd better be doing decently in Chem. Or I'll freak. And have another meltdown. Not fun.
43 days til SA = -)
Quote of the Blog:
You have wayyy too much fun with that. It's kinda creepy.
xoxo Meg
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Countdowns!
44 days til Spring Awakening!
57 days til Freshman-Sophomore!
64 days til NYC!
84 days til Recital '09!
126 days til Harry Potter and the HBP in theaters!
139 days til I turn 16!
*screams*
57 days til Freshman-Sophomore!
64 days til NYC!
84 days til Recital '09!
126 days til Harry Potter and the HBP in theaters!
139 days til I turn 16!
*screams*
I'm Gonna Get You Good
Don't watcha for a weekend
Don't watcha for a night
I'm only interested if I can have you for life
(Yeah)
I know I sound serious
And baby I am
You're a fine piece of real estate
And I'm gonna get me some land
Yeah
Don't try to run
Honey, love can be fun
There's no need to be alone
When you find that someone
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha while I gotcha in sight
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha if it takes all night
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha by the time I say "Go"
You'll never say "no"
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha it's a matter of fact
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha don't you worry 'bout that
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha bottom dollar
(I'm gonna getcha)
In time you gonna be mine
Just like I should - I'll getcha good
Oh
I've already planned it
This is how it's gonna be
I'm gonna love you and
You're gonna fall in love with me
Oh, come on
Don't try to run
Honey, love can be fun
There's no need to be alone
When you find that someone
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha while I gotcha in sight
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha if it takes all night
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha by the time I say "Go"
You'll never say "no"
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha it's a matter of fact
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha don't you worry 'bout that
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha bottom dollar
(I'm gonna getcha)
In time you gonna be mine
Just like I should - I'll getcha good
I'm gonna getcha baby
I'm gonna knock on wood
I'm gonna getcha somehow honey
I'm gonna make it good
Well...Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Don't try to run
Honey, love can be fun
There's no need to be alone when
You find that someone
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha while I gotcha in sight
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha if it takes all night
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha by the time I say "Go"
You'll never say "no"
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha it's a matter of fact
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha don't you worry 'bout that
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha bottom dollar
(I'm gonna getcha)
In time you gonna be mine
Just like I should - I'll getcha good
Oh
Don't watcha for a night
I'm only interested if I can have you for life
(Yeah)
I know I sound serious
And baby I am
You're a fine piece of real estate
And I'm gonna get me some land
Yeah
Don't try to run
Honey, love can be fun
There's no need to be alone
When you find that someone
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha while I gotcha in sight
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha if it takes all night
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha by the time I say "Go"
You'll never say "no"
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha it's a matter of fact
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha don't you worry 'bout that
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha bottom dollar
(I'm gonna getcha)
In time you gonna be mine
Just like I should - I'll getcha good
Oh
I've already planned it
This is how it's gonna be
I'm gonna love you and
You're gonna fall in love with me
Oh, come on
Don't try to run
Honey, love can be fun
There's no need to be alone
When you find that someone
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha while I gotcha in sight
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha if it takes all night
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha by the time I say "Go"
You'll never say "no"
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha it's a matter of fact
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha don't you worry 'bout that
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha bottom dollar
(I'm gonna getcha)
In time you gonna be mine
Just like I should - I'll getcha good
I'm gonna getcha baby
I'm gonna knock on wood
I'm gonna getcha somehow honey
I'm gonna make it good
Well...Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Don't try to run
Honey, love can be fun
There's no need to be alone when
You find that someone
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha while I gotcha in sight
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha if it takes all night
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha by the time I say "Go"
You'll never say "no"
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha it's a matter of fact
(I'm gonna getcha)
I'm gonna getcha don't you worry 'bout that
(Yeah you can betcha)
You can betcha bottom dollar
(I'm gonna getcha)
In time you gonna be mine
Just like I should - I'll getcha good
Oh
The Winner Takes It All
I don't wanna talk
About things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done, too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain?
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say?
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again:
A lover or a friend?
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I don't wanna talk
'Cause it makes me feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see...
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all
The game is on again:
A lover or a friend?
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all
About things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done, too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain?
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say?
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again:
A lover or a friend?
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I don't wanna talk
'Cause it makes me feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see...
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all
The game is on again:
A lover or a friend?
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all
I'm Not That Girl
Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl
For Good
I'm limited
Just look at me - I'm limited
And just look at you
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
For both of us - now it's up to you...
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share
And none of it seems to matter anymore
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood
Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better
And because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
I have been changed for good...
Glinda
Elphaba
Both
Just look at me - I'm limited
And just look at you
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
For both of us - now it's up to you...
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share
And none of it seems to matter anymore
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood
Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better
And because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
I have been changed for good...
Glinda
Elphaba
Both
Argh
I HATE CHEMISTRY!!
Pre-period 5:
Nothing.
Period 5:
Sub! Did, well...not much, really.
Period 6:
Finished movie. Talked.
Period 7:
Went over work and started new section.
Advisory:
Saw my Meggles! Whee!
Period 2:
Sub! Did nothing.
Lunch:
Oh my God. Insane. Just...wow...um...I'm dead.
Period 3:
I. Freaking. Hate. This. Class.
Thank God for paper clips. They are amazing.
Period 1:
Here I am :-)
So yeah. Hate hate. Double hate. Loathe entirely.
And if he were to EVER read this...I'm dead. More than dead. Dead times infinity.
Quote of the Blog:
...I think she just insulted you...
xoxo Meg
Pre-period 5:
Nothing.
Period 5:
Sub! Did, well...not much, really.
Period 6:
Finished movie. Talked.
Period 7:
Went over work and started new section.
Advisory:
Saw my Meggles! Whee!
Period 2:
Sub! Did nothing.
Lunch:
Oh my God. Insane. Just...wow...um...I'm dead.
Period 3:
I. Freaking. Hate. This. Class.
Thank God for paper clips. They are amazing.
Period 1:
Here I am :-)
So yeah. Hate hate. Double hate. Loathe entirely.
And if he were to EVER read this...I'm dead. More than dead. Dead times infinity.
Quote of the Blog:
...I think she just insulted you...
xoxo Meg
Ordinary Day
Just a day
Just an ordinary day
Just trying to get by
Just a boy
Just an ordinary boy
But he was looking to the sky...
And as he asked if I would come along
I started to realize
That everyday he finds
Just what he's looking for
Like a shooting star, he shines
He said
"Take my hand
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand"
And as he spoke, he spoke ordinary words
Although they did not feel
For I felt what I had not felt before
And you'd swear those words could heal
And as I looked up into those eyes
His vision borrows mine
And I know he's no stranger
For I feel I've held him for all of time
And he said
"Take my hand
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
In the palm of your hand"
"Please come with me
See what I see
Touch the stars for time will not flee
Time will not flee
Can you see?"
Just a dream, just an ordinary dream
As I wake in bed
And the boy, that ordinary boy
Or was it all in my head?
Did he ask if I would come along?
It all seemed so real
But as I looked to the door
I saw that boy standing there with a deal
And he said
"Take my hand
Live while you can
Don't you see all your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
In the palm of your hand
In the palm of your hand"
Just a day
Just an ordinary day
Just trying to get by
Just a boy
Just an ordinary boy
But he was looking to the sky...
Just an ordinary day
Just trying to get by
Just a boy
Just an ordinary boy
But he was looking to the sky...
And as he asked if I would come along
I started to realize
That everyday he finds
Just what he's looking for
Like a shooting star, he shines
He said
"Take my hand
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand"
And as he spoke, he spoke ordinary words
Although they did not feel
For I felt what I had not felt before
And you'd swear those words could heal
And as I looked up into those eyes
His vision borrows mine
And I know he's no stranger
For I feel I've held him for all of time
And he said
"Take my hand
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
In the palm of your hand"
"Please come with me
See what I see
Touch the stars for time will not flee
Time will not flee
Can you see?"
Just a dream, just an ordinary dream
As I wake in bed
And the boy, that ordinary boy
Or was it all in my head?
Did he ask if I would come along?
It all seemed so real
But as I looked to the door
I saw that boy standing there with a deal
And he said
"Take my hand
Live while you can
Don't you see all your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
In the palm of your hand
In the palm of your hand"
Just a day
Just an ordinary day
Just trying to get by
Just a boy
Just an ordinary boy
But he was looking to the sky...
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